the old days are gone... just let them be memories...

[kay11987]

Alot of entires lately are about how things used to be. I know that we all miss it and all... but... if they were so great, dont you think that we would do more to get it back? I know that I miss alot about it... but are thigns really that bad now that all we talk about is back then? I think things are going pretty well considering all the stuff that has happened. We are still friends with the people that we love. No, we dont see each other all the time... but does that mean that we dont care about each other? Not to me it doesnt. I know that I miss going to Jeremys... but he has other friends now too... and im happy for him. and im proud of us all.. and happy that we can make our own paths in life and not be each others shadows all the time. i do however think that we should try to get together... just the 10 of us at least once a month to catch up on things. just the 10 of us go bowling, or out to eat... or to a movie... it doesnt matter... just to see each other and let us all know that we do still care... that we do still think about each other... and that we do still love each other and i know that we all do. i know that even though we dont hang out like we used to... and we arent as close knit as it used to be... that we all miss it and we all care what happens to one another. I love the 10 of you with everything that I have. And if any of you were to ever neeed me i would always be right here wating on your call. i miss eveyone too... but i know that ur there... i know that if i needed any of you... all i would have to do is make the call... dont be scared to call each other... dont be scared to just show up one day and make it like the old days (in some ways). "the crew" days are gone... we all know it... its time to accept it. but why cant we make more memories without living in the past. *thinking about the past is a great way to forget about the future*

-kales