Fact: I'm bipolar.

Feb 09, 2008 20:47

How couldn't I be bipolar? I mean, the environment is hostile!

Last week I planned to go to watch Sweeney Todd with the Pastu today, but last night I had an argue with my mother and she decided not to let me go. It was a stupid argue but one of those you cannot find a fair solution for both parts, besides my mother and I have bad temper and we're both stubborn, so you can imagine how was the atmosphere here. I went to bed crying and thinking I should stop listening to my mother and do my will at least once... I'm 20 and even though she still takes care of me in every possible way there is, I can't agree with everything she thinks is the best way to raise me up... I can't agree, but I've always obeyed her. Last night I thought I had had enough and decided I'd go to the movies without her authorization. This morning the atmosphere was still tense among us and then I told her I'd go out... we had an argue, again... we both cried out our arguments and points of view... I said some things I shouldn't have said and she said things I can't agree with because they go against my personal beliefs. But in the end she told me to go. Just like that. I don't know what thought crossed her mind... she was sad and she was mad at me, but she let me go. It felt bad... maybe because I'm not used to win an argument against my mother, maybe because she cried and then she didn't want to kiss me good-bye as she always does...

So I went to watch Sweeney Todd with the Pastu and the Mitsu.

The movie was great XD. It's just so Tim Burton-like, it's wonderful. Dark, macabre, yet absolutely hilarious. The Mitsu said it was so twisted, it could make you laugh your arse off with the bloodiest scenes, and she's right. Two thumbs up.
Johnny Depp was amazing, even though Todd wasn't his best role :P. Helena Bonham Carter was adorable. The blood scenes were unexpected but I'm grateful ^^. And, of course, I'm not forgetting it, the soundtrack was exquisite *downloads*.
I really had a great time.

When I got home it was kinda gloomy again. My mother was using the computer and when I showed up she said she'd leave. I told her I didn't need the computer and started reading a text to do my Bilingualism homework so she stayed and played for a while. Then she started talking to me again, as if she was okay again. It was weird, but I felt better.

Later my mother left the computer and I was able to check my LJ and what did I find? A message from
giorgitsa_chan saying I won the third volume of the Platinum edition of Evangelion!!! SQUEE!!! OMG! I didn't expect I'd win it! Thank you very much! I'm so happy!!!

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