oh my god i love my life again
after he stopped answering or returning my calls for almost 3 weeks, i finally decided to track down dylon on my own. i went to his apartment building on wednesday, saw his car, parked there, and waited for him. he came out of his apartment with some other girl. we talked for about 2 minutes. he apparently thought that never speaking to me again would be the least painful way to break up with me. i guess that's a good example of why i never exactly admired the kid's intelligence.
i made sobbing phone calls to mike and zoe, who kept me from going too insane through most of the day and force fed me ice cream. i was oddly comforted by telling people dylon and i had broken up and getting the response so uhh... you're available?
i spent what i believe turned out to be about 7 hours talking to will on thursday. it reminded me that there just might be guys who like me who are actually worth my time. talked to him for another 5 hours on friday night. he comes to seattle on monday. i realized that i'm more excited to see him than i was to see dylon after 2 months away in santa cruz.
elayna came home yesterday. i missed that girl so much. i went to her family dinner with her dad and brother, and to a lovely jazz show that she pretty much slept through. then we made our return to seattle raves, which i enjoyed thoroughly but she pretty much despised after the first 1/2 hour.
saw dylon and his new girlfriend, the one he was cheating on me with. operation make dylon see that i'm better off without him and losing me was probably a big mistake seems to have been overwhemingly successful. the kid should learn that when he's kissing his girlfriend it's not terribly polite to stare at his ex the entire time.
i finally realize that every friend who harrassed me since august telling me to break up with him was right. i suppose i sort of wasted the last 3 months of my life, but no worries. i'll make up for lost time soon.
i made sobbing phone calls to mike and zoe, who kept me from going too insane through most of the day and force fed me ice cream. i was oddly comforted by telling people dylon and i had broken up and getting the response so uhh... you're available?
i spent what i believe turned out to be about 7 hours talking to will on thursday. it reminded me that there just might be guys who like me who are actually worth my time. talked to him for another 5 hours on friday night. he comes to seattle on monday. i realized that i'm more excited to see him than i was to see dylon after 2 months away in santa cruz.
elayna came home yesterday. i missed that girl so much. i went to her family dinner with her dad and brother, and to a lovely jazz show that she pretty much slept through. then we made our return to seattle raves, which i enjoyed thoroughly but she pretty much despised after the first 1/2 hour.
saw dylon and his new girlfriend, the one he was cheating on me with. operation make dylon see that i'm better off without him and losing me was probably a big mistake seems to have been overwhemingly successful. the kid should learn that when he's kissing his girlfriend it's not terribly polite to stare at his ex the entire time.
i finally realize that every friend who harrassed me since august telling me to break up with him was right. i suppose i sort of wasted the last 3 months of my life, but no worries. i'll make up for lost time soon.