whyyyy?!@?#
i dont understand my life.
last night at about 9pm my dad calls me. he tells me a friend of his from out of town is staying with us for the night and then hes driving her to the airport in the morning.
alright... hold on. 2109 questions.
why didnt i know about this sooner? did he even know about this? where did he meet this woman? why is she staying with us instead of someone else? if he knew her before today why wasnt there advance warning of her being in town? why didnt he ask me about this? how does he think this is ok? and 2102 others.
so this is really bizarre and i dont know how to deal with it. so i dont sleep. so i come home from school at 2. AND SHES STILL HERE. are you seriously kidding me? what is going on?
this weekend was honestly strange enough without me having to deal with some random woman showing up in my home. what the fuck. im pretty sure god hates me.
which reminds me... christine (aka my dads ex) who i havent talked to since they broke up and have taken much care to avoid, sent me an email yesterday. it was a poem. about how important it is to be a proud christian. once again.. what the fuck?
i am so confused by my life.
last night at about 9pm my dad calls me. he tells me a friend of his from out of town is staying with us for the night and then hes driving her to the airport in the morning.
alright... hold on. 2109 questions.
why didnt i know about this sooner? did he even know about this? where did he meet this woman? why is she staying with us instead of someone else? if he knew her before today why wasnt there advance warning of her being in town? why didnt he ask me about this? how does he think this is ok? and 2102 others.
so this is really bizarre and i dont know how to deal with it. so i dont sleep. so i come home from school at 2. AND SHES STILL HERE. are you seriously kidding me? what is going on?
this weekend was honestly strange enough without me having to deal with some random woman showing up in my home. what the fuck. im pretty sure god hates me.
which reminds me... christine (aka my dads ex) who i havent talked to since they broke up and have taken much care to avoid, sent me an email yesterday. it was a poem. about how important it is to be a proud christian. once again.. what the fuck?
i am so confused by my life.