you know you got if it makes you feel good...
Been working, partying, and just relaxing a lot. I'm anticipating the return back to school, I can't wait. But I don't want to leave everyone behind, but sometimes it feels as if people already have. But I'm happy right now and wouldn't want to be anywhere else.
Work is fun and stressful, but i've had so many laughs this summer. Everything from my manager telling me to have sex in the butt like Iranian girls to being hit on by drunks guys at the bar. And lets not forget the creepy stalker who stood at the host stand for thirty minutes waiting for me.
I like life :)
And this is the part where I follow in CJ's footsteps and weed out the people. (j/k) Right now I'm really confused as to what to do when in comes to a certain situation. I'm being pulled into several different directions. I think deep down inside I'm truly afraid of happiness. Because once I'm truly happy what is there to look forward too? I've found fulfillment, so what do I search for next? But I feel like I'll make the bad decision and always wonder what could have been.
God I'm such a fucking dork. Thanks hormones!!
Work is fun and stressful, but i've had so many laughs this summer. Everything from my manager telling me to have sex in the butt like Iranian girls to being hit on by drunks guys at the bar. And lets not forget the creepy stalker who stood at the host stand for thirty minutes waiting for me.
I like life :)
And this is the part where I follow in CJ's footsteps and weed out the people. (j/k) Right now I'm really confused as to what to do when in comes to a certain situation. I'm being pulled into several different directions. I think deep down inside I'm truly afraid of happiness. Because once I'm truly happy what is there to look forward too? I've found fulfillment, so what do I search for next? But I feel like I'll make the bad decision and always wonder what could have been.
God I'm such a fucking dork. Thanks hormones!!