Monkey's love Bacon...part 4
Things get a little hot down there.....and I mean the story!!!
The next morning it was Sunday, Hina asked me to wake Kashu for breakfast. I decided to take the advantage of us being alone in his room. So I knocked on door at first….no answer. Opened it and softly said, “Shu-kun, Hina wants you for breakfast..” Still no answer, so I walked in, closed the door behind me and tiptoed to his bed side. He rolled over a onto his back but was still asleep. I giggled to myself because he looked so adorable then knelt down in front of his bed.
“Shuuuu-kuuunn….Kashu-kun…wake up sweetheart….” I whispered in his ear.
“No…I don’t want peanut butter there…it’ll stink….” he said in his sleep. I nearly busted out laughing but held it in. I then decided to give my love a good morning kiss so I leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. For a moment he kissed me back, but then his eyes shot open and he turned away while yelling, “Shii-chan, what the hell?!
“I just wanted to-”
“Get out!!” he growled pointing to the door.
“But Shu-kun, I-”
“I said GET OUT!!!” He threw a pillow at me so I ran out to dodge it.
I stood by his door way waiting for him to exit and when he did, he glared at me and ordered me to move out of the way so he could use the bathroom. I waited for him to finish…he wasn’t happy to see me standing by the door again. He curled his nose up and stomped past me, heading down the stairs.
“Kashu, I need you to take this money down to the grocery store and buy a few things,” Hina asked him as we sat and ate. “But don’t run off and spend it on comics and games! I really need these ingredients!”
“Yeah whatever…”
“Shii-chan, can you go with him and make sure he doesn’t spend it?”
I jumped at the question, “Hai! I’ll go-”
“I can go alone! I don’t need Shii-chan to come with me!”
I couldn’t understand why. Why was he being so mean to me? I know he’s cranky in the morning but these seemed like too much.
While he was gone, I went to visit Shoseki after breakfast. She was always up early, drinking coffee and reading the newspaper like a 35 year old bread winner.
“No way?”
“Yes dude.”
“No way?!”
“Yeah dude!”
“NO WAY?!?!”
“YEAH DUDE!!!” (the 90’s…give me a break!)
Seki sat back in her chair and stared at me. I gave her a cheesy grin and she glomped me. I feel backwards onto the floor and she sat on me, pinning me to the ground like a happy puppy who owner just came home.
“So did you guys do anything?”
“No. Hina-san and Ryu-san came home just as we were about to. I’m kinda glad they did thought.”
“Why’s that?” Seki asked looking down at me.
I turned my head to the side and replied, “Because I don’t think Kashu wants to anymore.”
“Nani?” Seki asked as she plopped her self on top of me. He laid her face against mine and held my hands, “Why do you say that?”
With face sandwiched between hers and the floor I sputtered, “This morning he was a real ass to me. He yelled at me and ignored me like I was a fly who wouldn’t buzz off.”
“Ahhh…if you want I could do some reading on the thoughts of a growing boy.”
“You’d read up on it even if I didn’t want you too!”
Seki laughed, “You’re right!” She sat up, crawled off of me and reached over to help me sit up.
We took a small walk around the inner houses of the Sohma land, taking about books and movies. We noticed Kashu walking to the house while carrying bags of food so we ran up to him.
“Hey Porky.” Seki said
“What up, Bitch?” Kashu replied. (There way of saying hello.)
“Why were you so mean to Shii-chan this morning? She was just trying to spend some time with you.”
He turned his look and glared at me, “You told Seki about last night?”
“Yeah so? She’s my best friend-”
“Are you stupid or something?!” he yelled and then stomped towards the house. Seki and I followed him.
“Why are you calling me stupid?!” But he ignored me. We approached the door and Hina opened it asking, “Who’s stupid Kashu?” Kashu stopped in his tracks and looked down. “Kashu, what have I told you about calling Shashi names?! Older brothers should be nice to the younger sisters!” He grit his teeth and answered, “I’m sorry Shii-chan….” Then he stepped inside.
Hina shook her head in dismay then turned to us, “Oh Seki-chan, ohayo gozimasu!”
“Ohayo Hina-san.” Seki replied with a short bow.
“Would you like to stay for lunch?”
“I can’t because I promised to eat with Takuya today. But thanks for the invite.”
Seki and I said goodbye for the meantime then I headed inside for lunch. Kashu was putting the food away with a scowling look on his face.
Weeks went by and Kashu ignored me everywhere we were together. School, home, a family meeting, and our late night escapades stopped. I was so confused. Was it a dream, a vision? Had I imagined the whole thing?
During vacation, Hina and Ryu left for 3 days to visit her parents for a holiday. So Kashu and I were alone again but for longer this time. I didn’t want to get my hopes up so I acted as though it was a regular 3 day weekend. “The emergency numbers are on the counter by the phone. Because Dori-chan left the main house and all I asked Aoshi-kun to come by and check on you two,” Hina said before heading out the door. Kashu mumbled about still being treated like a child but I just left his side and went to my room.
It took me 3 months but I finally used up all the film in my camera and decided to develop it. I created my own little dark room area at the corner of my room. With my apron, gloves and goggles on, I turned on my red light, mixed the chemicals and began the process. An hour later, I was pinning them up to dry when there was a knock on my door. “Shut off the light in the hallway first before you come in please!” Seconds later the door opened and closed. I took off the goggles, peered over my shoulder and noticed Kashu with his back against the door, arms folded and looking down at the floor while he was wearing long shorts and no shirt. I shrugged it off and continued with my work.
I reached up to pin the final picture, “If you got something to say than say it. If not, please leave. I have stuff to do so-” but Kashu wrapped his arms around me causing me to stop. I gasped when I felt his lips on my shoulder. “Shu-kun…?”
His mouth moved up towards my neck and he whispered into my ear, “Shhh…” he took my face in one hand turning it towards him. I turned around to kiss him, folding my arms around his neck. He lifted me up and brought me to my bed. He gently sat me down, while still kissing and crawled on top. I felt his hands wiggle under my back to untie the apron. After he threw it to the side, Kashu stroked my hair then moving it to the side so he could kiss my neck again. His hands then unbuttoned the jersey I was wearing, his face moved downward, his hair tickled my chest.
“Shu-kun…” was all I could say. I didn’t know if I was dreaming, envisioning, or actually experiencing this feeling of lust for him or his feelings towards me.
“Shashi…-chan….” his voice was muffled by heavy breathing as he unhooked the front of my bra. I gasped at the site of my bare chest. My already red cheeks grew warmer as I anticipated his next move. Was anyone going to be stop us this time? Were we really going to go that far? Was I really going to betray all the things I was raised to believe in my first 6 years of life for night of passion? And with someone I was raised with and secretly crushed over once he turned 14. Kashu answered my questions for me as his mouth nuzzled my breast and licked me. He went back and forth between each breast. I squealed and gasped at the feeling of his tongue on me. Damn did it feel good! But Kashu wasn’t going to stop there!
His hand slipped under my the band of my shorts. Then he rubbed his index finger against my underwear. It drove me over the edge and I let out a yelp. I bit down on my knuckle trying to keep myself from yelping again as he rubbed away at me like he was an eraser trying to quickly ride himself of a mistake. Kashu lifted his hand a bit to then go inside my underwear then proceeded his rubbing until little by little his finger entered inside of me.
“AHHH!!!” I finally screamed but he kissed my lips to muffled it more.
In between breathes he asked, “Shashi-chan…are you ready?”
What a question! Am I ready?! Well dammit ya done brought me this far! Can’t stop in the middle of a roller coaster ride, right?!
But I shyly answered, “Hai… Kashu-kun…”
It was no time flat the he removed my shorts and underwear then removed his own. My jersey completely slipped off by then and I laid there nude as he stared at my body. The naked body I never wanted him to see whenever I transformed back from a monkey. Why was that? Because I didn’t think he’d like what he saw. I thought he would saw I was repulsive and that I should be burned.
“Am I ugly Shu-kun?” He shook his head, “No. I don’t like ugly things and you’re mine, right?”
“Yes… but should I be burned?” “No one’s going to burn you Shashi-chan… they’ll have to get through me first.”
“And I won’t get pregnant right?! And be thrown out by Hina and Ryu-san?“
“I won’t let you, I promise.“
And with that he lifted my legs, positioned himself just right and slowly thrust himself into me. At each small forward motion I would scream louder and louder until he was completely inside. After a few minutes he went behind me then after that I was on top. When it was time for him to climax, I bounced off his manhood, sat on his legs as he grabbed my breast and cried out. Kashu kept his promise and I was safe.
Aoshi called a few times to see how we were getting along. Kashu assured him things were fine and he didn’t need to call. Either than that, the next few days went by like a breeze. It was like we lived in our own house together as husband and wife. We even snuck out one night to go to a carnival. When Hina and Ryu returned things changed again. Kashu ignored me and when he didn’t, he’d yell at me.
I know that I said I was his…but is Kashu mine? I’m I here only for him to get off? Why does he change so much after each time we are left alone? Shu-kun…do you love me or just want my body?
Then one week he answered my questions, but not the way I wanted him too.
Seki and I were getting our shoes on at our lockers when I heard Kashu laughing on the other side. With Seki I peeked over the side and saw Kashu laughing and flirting with a girl in another class.
“So here’s my email address and cell phone number,” she smiled.
“Thanks, I’ll give you a call later on,” he said smoothly.
My face curled up with anger as I stepped into sight. I yelled, “Kashu-kun?!?! What are you doing?!”
Seki stood behind me with folded arms awaiting his answer.
“Hey, isn’t that your sister?” the girl asked with a snotty tone.
“Yeah it’s just.. my sister ….” he answered her. Those words echoed in my ears like a ringing sound. I felt my heart ache in a way I have never felt before… it was breaking. I couldn’t bear it! The sadness ate away at me and I cried. But I wasn’t going to let him see me cry so I ran away. Seki stood there for a moment, she felt my sadness and shed a tear while she glared at Kashu, “How…how could you do that?!” She then ran after me. Kashu stared at the floor looking away until the girl called his name and they started talking again.
I ran all the way to the park crying to myself…
Just his sister? Just his sister?! I thought he never looked at me that way! He was just using me to please himself!! He doesn’t care about me!! Selfish jerk only wanted my body!! I hate you Kashu!! I hate you!! Don’t ever touch me, talk to me, or be near me ever again!!!!
Seki followed me as I slumped under a tree sobbing. She sat next to me, then pulled me onto her so I could hug her as I cried. She patted my back and spoke softly to me, “You don’t need him Shii-chan so don’t shed tears over him! He isn’t worth them!!
By sunset I finally gained enough courage to go home and face him. When I got there he was dressed in his lounge pants sitting in front of the TV as though nothing had happened.
“Shii-chan, have you been crying?!” Hina said as she came to greet me. She knelt down and removed my shoes for me then hugged me tightly, “What happened Shii-chan?”
At first I wasn’t going to tell her anything, but then I decided something else.
“A boy at school whom I was seeing dumped me. I caught him flirting with another girl and he acted like I was nothing to him! He broke my heart Hina-san! I loved him so much and he ripped my heart into pieces like a used tissue!!!” I ‘cried‘.
Yeah, I was acting. No why? Because I was gonna make Kashu pay for what he did to me! I was gonna make him feel as guilty as possible without making him tell them the truth!
“Kashu, did you know about this?” Ryu asked looking down at this son. But he looked away and answered, “No…”
“But you’re her big brother Kashu! You should stick up for her!” Hina scolded him. Oh yeah, I as loving it. I hated using them but I wanted to see him squirm. Just then the phone rang and Kashu got up to quickly answer it.
“Hello…speaking…oh yeah Hi!…. Nah, not really….sure, see you in 10 minutes! Bye!” He then went to his room. Hina walked me over to the counter and asked me if I was thirsty. A few minutes later Kashu came back down stairs dressed in tight leather pants, a black and white splatter painted tight muscle shirt and his black boots. His hair was combed more in front of his face and he wore eye liner.
“Where are you going?” Ryu asked.
“To a girls house! I know be careful!” he said grabbing his leather jacket.
“A girl’s house?! Are her parents home?” Hina called but he didn’t answer. He just walked out and slammed the door before, but not before he flashed me a quick smile and mouthed, “Sayonara…”
to be continued....