YATTA!!

Oct 18, 2005 03:37


Wow zowwie can you believe it?! Your nee-san ish 24 today!!

Though I don't really look forward to getting older, I'm trying to think about that it's good that I was born. I was born to make you smile, give you a shoulder to cry on, and make your sides hurt from laughter! XD

So, my hubby got me the one thing I wanted most! A trip to a day spa! Yup, this saturday I'll be spending 3 hours getting a manicure, facial, massage, and a deep conditioning! I'm so exited! He also got me the family guy moive! It was hiliarious! Also, a few gag gifts like a penis lollipop and straw! LMAO!! And I'm staying up a little later than normal so that I can sleep in and he can make me breakfast in bed. Yummy yummy eggs in my tummy! ^^



And here's some really odd news, but good news also. I don't know if any of you remember, but about a month and a half ago I posted a pic I drew who's design was based on a friend I had back when I was a little kid. If not, here's the link to that post:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/kawaiitinita/16367.html

and then I told you about my brother whom was doing time. don't remember, scam thro this:

http://www.livejournal.com/users/kawaiitinita/19295.html

So what's this gotta do with the news? Well, it all started this afternoon. After we came back home from hanging out and playing with Jena, my mother came downstairs and told me this, "Oh my god Tiff. You're not gonna believe this! I was talking to your brother, June last night cuz he called. Well he told me that there was a guy brought in and there was something familiar about him that June couldn't figure out. He kept thinking about it and thinking about it, right? All while he talked to the guy a few times. Well yesterday June got moved to a new cell. So they're cell mates now..." mean while I'm staning there crossing my arms and I said, "So what like he knew the guy but couldn't figure out from where?" She continues, "Yeah exactly. So then the guy asks 'Hey are you from Connecticut?' June says, 'Nah man, I'm from New York.' So then June asks, 'Hey, by any chance, is you name Jamie?' The guy replies, 'Yeah, why?' Then june says, 'You know my mother. She use to watch you when you were a kid. Her name is Olga.' The the guy says, 'Ooooh!!! Yeah! How's she doing?' So they got to talking and he asked about you, and your sisters, and everybody from when you both were little..."

... XD!!

Now how often do you hear about stuff like that?!?!?! It's crazy! I couldn't take it all at once so I had to sit down all while going, "Oh my God ma!! That's so weird! Too weird infact!!" So, the next time my brother calls, he said he'd put Jamie on so we could all talk to him. The my mom tells me, "Ya know how your brother knew it was him?" I asked, "Let me guess?! (XD)" At the same time we said, "His eyes!" LOL!! Gawd I love his eyes!! >> ...

Oh.. and that brings me to something else. After she left, Nick was making dinner (he's making sure I have a carefree b-day so he took 3 days off and is doing most of my chores) I went to tell him about everything, but he kinda snaps at me and says, "Yeah I know. I heard everything..." o.O nani? What's the big deal I ask? He was reluctant to tell me at first but then I managed to get it out of him. He thought that because I've dreamt of Jamie a few times (nothing sexual or anything, just weird and stuff) that maybe I was really happy to know where he was. That if he got out and came to visit me that I might to be with Jamie more. I asked, "What? You don't trust me?" He replies, "No it's not that. It's just, I think you regret ya know... being with me." Which, as much as Nick can be a pain sometimes, I don't.

Honestly, I know sometimes I can get a little over-board with the way I express my feelings about someone to a point where it seems like I love them, it's not that kind of love. Jamie was (don't still know is he is) hawt and a real bad ass (I have a place for them an funny dudes in my heart) I wouldn't do that to Nick. And I even if Jamie was around during my teen years, my mother would never had allowed me to date him. And I really doubt that even if I tried to, I wouldn't have what I have now. I really can't see Jamie being a working man who supports a family. O_O it's weird even to try. But I really for bad for him. I think sometimes that maybe if I was around to maybe be a good influence, maybe Jamie wouldn't be cell mates with my brother. He's had such a hard life. He needs a woman who can be there to support him and put up with his crap everytime until he sets his goals and straigtens out. I for one, am not that woman. With all the problems I've had, I needed someone who didn't have them. Jamie is not that person.

But, I love him because he's like the brother I never wanted! XD I know, if I talk to him and after all the "How are you? What'cha been up to?" all we're gonna do is make fun of each other and remember the past when he'd piss me off and I'd kick his ass!

O_O omg... this post went longer than I wanted it too! I'll stop rambling now... >>;

happity bday 2 me

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