HOG!
After much thinking and taking advil from thinking so hard, I've decided to write a tiny story about Kashu! Now, you those who don't know, Kashu is a character I RP as on the Furuba Forums! He is cursed with the spirit of the boar. Loves to play his guitar, dreams of rock stardom, and is currently in love with his cousin/adoptice sister Shashi, who's cursed by the monkey (her story I wrote first "Monkey's Love Bacon" see past posts to read those)
WARNING: Being as how this is supposed to be from a male point of view, Kashu's words get rather naughty and foul!!!
HOG!
So here’s the deal. Once upon a time…blah blah blah… there was a family who was cursed. Why? To hell if I know! I do know this, the curse was: you were born with a spirit of an animal in you. One of the animals from the zodiac and some stupid cat. Some people would be like, “Aww! That’s so cute! I wanna be the puppy or the bird!” Well, it’s not cute! It’s not cute when you can’t hug a member of the opposite sex w/o turning into an animal, you get sick or cold and poof! There goes the fur, scales, or feathers! There goes your happiness, love life, dreams, hopes, future! It sucks okay! It just plain fucking sucks! And why can I says this?! Cuz I’m the fucking pig that’s why! Yeah, that’s right! I turn into a piece of living sausage! Think it’s so cute now?!?! Didn’t think so!
I hated it and I still do! When I was a kid, my parents would lock me away inside the gates of the main house and I’m only allowed outside on occasion and at night. My parents didn’t want me to be upset by all this so they bought me anything I wanted. Toys, games, food, money. Anything I asked for I got!
Until one day, I got something I didn’t ask for….a sister. No, my mom wasn’t pregnant again, they took in another cursed member because her fucked up mother died and she had nowhere else to go.
“Kashu, play nice with Shashi… Kashu don’t be so rude to Shashi! She’s gone through a lot!” is stuff they’d yelled at me. Screw that shit! They’re my parents and I wasn’t gonna share them with some freaky looking girl who had long black hair that covered her eyes, wore dark long sleeve dresses, and was afraid of the sun!
She’s probably secretly a vampire! She must be casting a spell on them! Well she’s not gonna get me!!
Those were the kinda things I thought at those times. But eventually, I had no say in the matter and she lived with us.
In the beginning I would keep my distance from her. Typical kids thought like:
I don’t want her creepiness to rub off on me. She’ll probably bite me in my sleep and turn me into a vampire!
Damn, was I a stupid kid! But Shashi, never once spoke directly to me. She’d only speak to my parents and they were mostly one word answers. My mother would force me sometimes to play with her but I never did. She would just hide in the shade and cry. So I just went about with my playing, completely ignoring her. But about a month later I woke up one night and heard singing coming from the room next door. I crept to the doorway and looked through the crack. In the dark blackness of the bedroom, a glow from the TV in the corner of the room caught my attention. Sitting in front of it was Shashi. Her knees were tucked in under her chin as she rocked back and forth while singing the song “Rain in Spain” from My Fair Lady.
“I wonder if it really does rain in Spain. I’d love to go there one day…” Shashi put a finger to the screen and it slid down with a slight squeak, “But I can’t. I can never leave here. I have to stay here with Hina-san, Ryu-san, and Shu-kun. There the only ones who care about me… no one else… if I leave… they might hate me.” A small tear fell from her face.
I got pissed that she was making assumptions about me. So I threw the door open and I yelled, “Hey!! I wouldn’t get mad if you left! If you wanna go to Spain then go! Who cares what anyone else thinks?!”
“Shu-kun!! Gomen nasai! I didn’t know you were there!”
“It doesn’t matter if I was or wasn’t. You don’t know me to be saying things like that about me! You don’t know if I care about you or not!”
Shashi bowed her head for a moment and said softly, “You’re right…but,” then she looked up at me with her big watery violet eyes. The glow of the TV gave her figure a blue aura as she asked, “Kashu-kun, do you care about me?” I don’t what it was! Maybe one of my balls dropped that night or something, but at that moment Shashi looked gorgeous! I was so shocked at her by her question and how she looked that all I could say was, “Uh..huh…” with my jaw on the floor. And then she did something unexpected, she smiled at me and whispered, “Thank you. I care about you too Shu-kun!”
She smiled?! I made her smile?! I…made…her smile. She never smiled at the stuff my parents would do or say. She…doesn’t look so creepy when she smiles like that.
It was then I decided that I would be the one to keep that smile on her face. I would be the one to keep her happy. I would be then one to keep her. I wanted Shashi to be mine. But I didn’t want my parents to know that, so I never showed my feelings to her. It was hard at times too. I wanted to say how much I loved Shashi but I didn’t want my parents thinking I was gonna be good just because I was nice to her. They expected me to be her big brother so that what I did, but I never called her my sister. I didn’t want her to be my sister I wanted her to just be mine and only mine! Then seeing her in a bathing suit… oh God! I think that was the day the other testicle fell!
When our birthday’s came, it was my idea that we buy each other a present. My sad excuse for wanting to by Shashi something without there being another motive. I was so happy to see her smile like she did for me. Then later, we met Shoseki whom I referred to as the bitch all the time. At first I made her cry a lot just to tease her for always playing with my Shashi and Shashi would scold me. But I sometimes I liked to see her angry at me. Because I knew eventually I’d make that mad face a happy one again.
As we grew up the normal things happened to me. Voice changed, growing hair in places, getting taller and I found my adopted sister who was actually my distant cousin to be fuckin hot! Watching Shashi grow up was the best thing about puberty! Shortly after we turned 13 and my voice changed Shashi started to develop the thing I waited for most….BOOBS! Yes, those soft cushiony balls of flesh that I longed to use as pillows! I would over hear her sometimes talk to Seki about them being to small, but to me they were just right. Her hips got wider so she started to wear tighter pants and shorter skirts. She was slowly killing me inside!
DAMMIT, WHY’D I STAY UP LATE TO WATCH X-RATED MOVIES WHEN I WAS A KID?!??!
Is what I would swear to myself every time I got the impulse to just rip Shashi’s clothes off! I wanted to make her happy all the time. To see her smile, hear her laugh, watch her bounce as she giggled. Ahhh… those joys of having a sexy girl live with you was awesome. Well, minus the fact that I couldn’t touch her. And that drove me nuts!!! So every little chance I got I would peek in on her in the shower or bath, sneak into her room and touch her underwear just to get an idea of what it would be like to hold her breasts, or lay on the floor just so I could see up her skirt. Wow… thinking back… I was a real pervert! LOL!
Anyway, one night after Shashi transformed by accident, I couldn’t stop myself anymore. My parents weren’t home and we began arguing over whether I couldn’t protect her again. I was pissed that she was doubting me. She though that if I couldn’t protect her again, she’d be caught and then experimented on. I wasn’t about to let her think I’d let someone take her from me! She was mine and mines alone!
~~“I could so don’t doubt me! I’m no chump and I won’t let anyone take you away from me! Because you’re-” I stopped speaking with wide eyes and looked down at the floor.
Shashi, I bet was surprised at my last statement. She then asked softly but the curiosity shone through, “I’m what?” Then for the first time I touched her cheek. She blushed and caught her breath as I lifted my head and gazed into her eyes. I leaned in towards Shashi and whispered, “…mine…you’re mine…and I won’t… let anyone…change that…”~~
She hesitated at first and as much as I wanted to, I wasn’t going to force her into anything. Then softly and nervously she said my whole name, “Kashu-kun….” It drove me crazy to here her say my name like that! I told her not to call me that unless she wanted too. And after a moment, she said it again, “Kashu….-kun….”
So I jumped on her like an animal… so to speak. Kissing her and putting my hands under her shirt. And just as I was about to grab a boob when my parents came home!! Man… I was so pissed! Unfortunately, Shashi then thought of us as a couple but I didn’t want that. I didn’t want my parents to notice a change in our somewhat hostile relationship. If they did and found out we were together, I was afraid the main house would kick Shashi out or beat her. I heard those stories from older members back when I was a kid. So I would distance myself from her unless we were left alone. When those times came we finally slept together but afterwards I still ignored her for her own good. But Shashi never got the clue and even thought I was cheating on her and tired to get back at me. So I got jealous and fought the guy I thought she was with. But it was all an act that led to Shashi almost erasing her entire memory of me. But thanks to Aoshi and Monti, I was finally able to tell her the truth and she forgive me.
Ahem… so… things went back to normal. But we hid our feelings from everyone for a long time. Lots of stuff happened that’s sort of blurry to me unless Shashi shows my pictures and reminds me. But, then after a younger cousin, Tetsuya, was deciding to re-erase his sister’s memories of him, I couldn’t let him do it. I almost came close to that happening to someone special to me and I wasn’t going to let Tetsuya make the same mistake! And then I realized, Shashi and I are adults now and I’m not gonna be afraid of us being separated. So, I proclaimed my love to her and kissed her in front of most of our family. I just hope things don’t change too much… that’d be weird…