What the flying fuck
I had another weird never going to happen dream again.
This time it felt so real that I'm still in disbelief it didn't happen.
I had logged onto MSN, and there he was. LaSaia was logged in. And we talked! Spencer (LaSaia is his MSN name) wasn't mad at me. He wasn't dead. And he forgave me. We were friends again. Just like it used to be.
What the fuck was I thinking letting him go like I did? At least he'd still be alive if I had swallowed my pride.
): I really need to get a therapist to work through this shit with. It's affecting my real life now and the way I do things.
FML.
IN OTHER NEWS, Jon and I are watching Angel Beats together. And I just remembered how to convert Mkvs to avis for viewing on the 360. So I'mma anime it up tonight.
This time it felt so real that I'm still in disbelief it didn't happen.
I had logged onto MSN, and there he was. LaSaia was logged in. And we talked! Spencer (LaSaia is his MSN name) wasn't mad at me. He wasn't dead. And he forgave me. We were friends again. Just like it used to be.
What the fuck was I thinking letting him go like I did? At least he'd still be alive if I had swallowed my pride.
): I really need to get a therapist to work through this shit with. It's affecting my real life now and the way I do things.
FML.
IN OTHER NEWS, Jon and I are watching Angel Beats together. And I just remembered how to convert Mkvs to avis for viewing on the 360. So I'mma anime it up tonight.