Yeah. Its official. My luck SUCKS
So I totally fail at confessing feelings. It's really fucking sad how hard I fail
2:27am Samantha:
I think
I'm going to confess undying love to you again. Because I'm drunk and I really don't give a damn.
If you reject me i'll just go to sleep depressed
and if you don't, well then i win the game
2:34am Samantha:
And
2:39am Samantha:
I really do like you.
2:44am Samantha:
Like. I really like you. And I probably won't stop liking you, though I won't really say much while sober.
I like being even slightly drunk though.
Beause it gives me the courage to say what I wanna say.
Even when I normally wouldn't.
God knows, Part of me is screaming, I should just leave you alone. But another part of me aches to be that companionship you've been wanting
2:47am Samantha:
And I realize now, that you are ignoring every word I am sayinf
2:49am Samantha:
But you know what
i feel better inside
because I know at somepoint
You'll realize
that I -do- care about
you
That's right. I care about David Nester. I met him at Tsubasacon after liking only his personality for so long. And I still couldn't help but like him.
2:51am David:
Oh, sorry to burst your bubble on this conversation.
Dave left a bit ago, he left himself logged in on my computer.
This is Richard
12:48pm Samantha:
Well, hello richard.
2:52am David:
I know this may be a tad embarassing, announcing your feelings to someone you don't know entirely
But rest assured, I'll leave it to you to tell him.
I don't feel like humiliating my friend.
2:53am Samantha:
Its cool. :< I thought I would tell him while I was slightly inebriated and didn't care. So these feelings will probably never leave my mouth again
:> But its cool. Richard, You're a good man.
2:55am David:
Oh, there's a fix for that
Every time you get angsty about telling Dave, just start drinking a little.
2:55am Samantha:
Nice to meet you. Even in these awkward conditions Mr. Richard.
That might work. But I won't be legal to buy my own alcohol for a few more weeks
2:58am David:
Well, then.
You'll have to wait a few weeks to gain the confidence
2:58am Samantha:
:< I shall wait till then.
2:58am David:
Or just gain it on your own.
Regardless of the situation, if you want to admit feelings to Dave like that, there are better circumstances...
2:59am Samantha:
Probably :< But I fail at making him like me back. So I thought I'd say fuck it and do it while I was drunk.
You really are a good man, sir Richard.
I applaud you.
3:00am David:
Eh.
It's the only applause I'm ever gonna get.
Anyways, it'd be rude to stay around any longer.
This conversation is secret. Lips sealed, etc.
Have a good night and Happy Halloween.
3:01am Samantha:
That is, so sad. Keep being a valiant knight. And thank yu
You too :):)
you*
Seriously. How lame does it get? Other than that, I got a show at WMUL (the local college radio station). That's been pretty awesome. I think Jon is going to help with my shows.
On a sexual note, I met that dude who wants me to join his poly-family. He was horribly bland, but the idea of being in that sort of sexual bondage makes me smile like this :>.
2:27am Samantha:
I think
I'm going to confess undying love to you again. Because I'm drunk and I really don't give a damn.
If you reject me i'll just go to sleep depressed
and if you don't, well then i win the game
2:34am Samantha:
And
2:39am Samantha:
I really do like you.
2:44am Samantha:
Like. I really like you. And I probably won't stop liking you, though I won't really say much while sober.
I like being even slightly drunk though.
Beause it gives me the courage to say what I wanna say.
Even when I normally wouldn't.
God knows, Part of me is screaming, I should just leave you alone. But another part of me aches to be that companionship you've been wanting
2:47am Samantha:
And I realize now, that you are ignoring every word I am sayinf
2:49am Samantha:
But you know what
i feel better inside
because I know at somepoint
You'll realize
that I -do- care about
you
That's right. I care about David Nester. I met him at Tsubasacon after liking only his personality for so long. And I still couldn't help but like him.
2:51am David:
Oh, sorry to burst your bubble on this conversation.
Dave left a bit ago, he left himself logged in on my computer.
This is Richard
12:48pm Samantha:
Well, hello richard.
2:52am David:
I know this may be a tad embarassing, announcing your feelings to someone you don't know entirely
But rest assured, I'll leave it to you to tell him.
I don't feel like humiliating my friend.
2:53am Samantha:
Its cool. :< I thought I would tell him while I was slightly inebriated and didn't care. So these feelings will probably never leave my mouth again
:> But its cool. Richard, You're a good man.
2:55am David:
Oh, there's a fix for that
Every time you get angsty about telling Dave, just start drinking a little.
2:55am Samantha:
Nice to meet you. Even in these awkward conditions Mr. Richard.
That might work. But I won't be legal to buy my own alcohol for a few more weeks
2:58am David:
Well, then.
You'll have to wait a few weeks to gain the confidence
2:58am Samantha:
:< I shall wait till then.
2:58am David:
Or just gain it on your own.
Regardless of the situation, if you want to admit feelings to Dave like that, there are better circumstances...
2:59am Samantha:
Probably :< But I fail at making him like me back. So I thought I'd say fuck it and do it while I was drunk.
You really are a good man, sir Richard.
I applaud you.
3:00am David:
Eh.
It's the only applause I'm ever gonna get.
Anyways, it'd be rude to stay around any longer.
This conversation is secret. Lips sealed, etc.
Have a good night and Happy Halloween.
3:01am Samantha:
That is, so sad. Keep being a valiant knight. And thank yu
You too :):)
you*
Seriously. How lame does it get? Other than that, I got a show at WMUL (the local college radio station). That's been pretty awesome. I think Jon is going to help with my shows.
On a sexual note, I met that dude who wants me to join his poly-family. He was horribly bland, but the idea of being in that sort of sexual bondage makes me smile like this :>.