I'm not that girl.
The night at the groves was amazing. I didn't realize how much it helps to just get off campus every once in a while. I feel like all the burdens that have recently been bothering me were instantly lifted off my shoulders, not to mention their house was gorgeous. However the drive back was something awful. For the first time in my life I was dreading coming back to Davidson. My stomach was churning. Its like everything that was bothering me just came flooding back, but I thought I was over it!? I felt so faint and shaky. It was seriously a gross feeling. Speaking of gross, my hair the other night decided to take on the self selection night feel [aka hair with shaving cream]. It was disgusting. Part of me can't wait for summer [to clear everything] and part of me doesn't want to leave [I don't want to not see these people for three months! --> Atleast Amanda will be with me.]
I have one final paper left to write, along with a small essay to revise and a cover letter. Home stretch. Plus I have more than half of my paper written amongst all my wasting time, so I should be good.
I think I'm going to head back to my room and go to sleep. [I'm currently in chambers.]
Song explanation: So earlier I was reading through an old entry on livejournal and first of all I just want to applaud myself for the amount of insight I had, however now I want to smack myself for not reading the entry over sooner and taking some of my own advice. Oh well...however I found the line, I'm not that girl. So I put it up as my away message and Lizz ims me and says wicked? And I was like nope. Never listened to the wicked soundtrack [i have it on my itunes but i didn't want to listen to it before finishing the book]. However, I pulled up a page with the lyrics and listened to the song and just started laughing. This is so my song right now. If only it wasn't...if only right?
I have one final paper left to write, along with a small essay to revise and a cover letter. Home stretch. Plus I have more than half of my paper written amongst all my wasting time, so I should be good.
I think I'm going to head back to my room and go to sleep. [I'm currently in chambers.]
Song explanation: So earlier I was reading through an old entry on livejournal and first of all I just want to applaud myself for the amount of insight I had, however now I want to smack myself for not reading the entry over sooner and taking some of my own advice. Oh well...however I found the line, I'm not that girl. So I put it up as my away message and Lizz ims me and says wicked? And I was like nope. Never listened to the wicked soundtrack [i have it on my itunes but i didn't want to listen to it before finishing the book]. However, I pulled up a page with the lyrics and listened to the song and just started laughing. This is so my song right now. If only it wasn't...if only right?