Demo, Day 13, A Whim, and Misc
Only thing that happened today on the room was the carpet was installed. The installers left some glue on the hardwood floor, so they have to come back tomorrow to fix that.
Im a bit depressed that Randy didnt come by to put the finishing touches on the room. Its minor stuff, and it could have been knocked out today so tomorrow we could get the furniture in and start wiring up the electronics. I told Randy I **have** to have the furniture tomorrow so when Donna comes, she can see the piece and get an idea whats happening in the room. If he doesnt deliver, Im going to be extremely pissed.
On a whim, I entered a contest on the Food Network's site. They have a 'tell us how we can help you Thanksgiving' contest, so I told them how I had gastric bypass and since then, Thankgiving is a nightmare. I wont win, so its no big deal, but I figured what the hell.
I worked out really hard this afternoon. Im not losing weight as fast as Id like, but I also have to remember 1-2 pounds a week is ok. I just want the weight off. Im so sick of it, and I want to get to work on Bump making, and I cant realistically do that until the weight is off.
I have to stop weighing myself, though. Its become an obsession, and the daily fluctuations are really frustrating me. I told myself I wouldnt be a slave to the scale, that muscle weighs more than fat, but I feel like I have a bottom line I need to get to before I can start the next step of my life, and its pissing me off.
I guess Im still happy about things, but I find little things make me a bit angry. Maybe Ill be better once I start work and have something to fill my days besides thoughts of all the things I *want* to do but *cant* yet do.