Hi :)

[kawaiilife]

I haven't written in a loong time. It seems like so much has happened, but then nothing at all. I've been avoiding the internet because I've been so depressed. I found out months ago (about the time I moved) that I had skin cancer (melanoma), it was cut out, whateverwhatever, I had a few surgeries. Now it's back again and I'm waiting to hear for my next surgery date. *sigh* I thank god I'm not dying from it. I'm not bald and fading away. But it's still like...why me? The world works in mysterious ways I guess. The crappiest part for me is that expenses are not all covered. I have to pay for the anesthesia and some other things that should be included because - to me they're pretty much critical! Anywho I don't want to turn this into a depressing rant. I'm keeping my absolute favorite dolls (Rida, Aquel and Nina) for now. I have my blythes and bjds to sell but working on dolls is really draining for me. I guess concentrating in general is a bit hard. I can't read a book for more then a few minutes without my eyes feeling exhausted. Ok ah! This is sounding depressing again!

For me, I first noticed that I had a mole/freckle/thing that went weird like this:


My doctor said it looked fine & not to worry about it - but I got it tested anyway. Please be careful in the sun guys! I never suntan or use tanning beds and I'm 22 years old. It can happen to anyone. Read these girls stories if you're intrested :)

PS Please check out my auctions if you're looking for a new Pullip, Dal, wigs, etc - thank you for reading!