got a fight
got a fight with my mom. it's about church-ing. hell, I just didn't know what to do. I always go to church but I got nothing. And today I'm really really tired because of the damn report.
So I decided to not going to church. It was my mistake, not telling her about my conditions. What I remember is, I just cried behind the pillow and said I hate going to church in case I got nothing.
She yelled on me, and I hate it. So I yelled back and she was so damn-annoying. I know it was not good for both of us. But it just did.
I told her I'm too tired because of that report. Then she left me after abusing me again.
After few minutes had passed she came back and holding my face, and I just said 'piss off'
she said 'sorry' but it was to late. I was hurt. It always been like this.
I said 'can you just listen to me first?! You don't have to yell on me like that in case you know nothing! Give me an advice as hell you want after knowing the reason of mine. You just don't care about the situation and the condition! You were in Malaysia for 3 days and I'm depressed here doing my duty! It's just not fair to me!'
After saying sorry in couple times, she left me again to the church.
Actually I know I was wrong (about the church) but I was merely too tired because of damn school and duties. It would never happened if I were not the leader of everything.
So I decided to not going to church. It was my mistake, not telling her about my conditions. What I remember is, I just cried behind the pillow and said I hate going to church in case I got nothing.
She yelled on me, and I hate it. So I yelled back and she was so damn-annoying. I know it was not good for both of us. But it just did.
I told her I'm too tired because of that report. Then she left me after abusing me again.
After few minutes had passed she came back and holding my face, and I just said 'piss off'
she said 'sorry' but it was to late. I was hurt. It always been like this.
I said 'can you just listen to me first?! You don't have to yell on me like that in case you know nothing! Give me an advice as hell you want after knowing the reason of mine. You just don't care about the situation and the condition! You were in Malaysia for 3 days and I'm depressed here doing my duty! It's just not fair to me!'
After saying sorry in couple times, she left me again to the church.
Actually I know I was wrong (about the church) but I was merely too tired because of damn school and duties. It would never happened if I were not the leader of everything.