Gotta keep it going
During the day I usually feel okay. But then every so often something hits me and I crumble. This sucks. I know it's over. I know the relationship is dead. I just wish my heart would hurry up and agree with my head. Then again, the two of them have been arguing for some time.
I'll always love him. Even when I was ignored. Even when he couldn't talk to me. Just talk to me. How hard is that really? Wouldn't that have been a lesser "evil"? Just talk to me. With me. Fight for me.
I guess there was just too much to work on. I guess it wasn't worth doing--not trying, but doing something about it. I'll find someone who would do ANYTHING for me. I know I'm worth it. Someone else will know that too.
I'll always love him. Even when I was ignored. Even when he couldn't talk to me. Just talk to me. How hard is that really? Wouldn't that have been a lesser "evil"? Just talk to me. With me. Fight for me.
I guess there was just too much to work on. I guess it wasn't worth doing--not trying, but doing something about it. I'll find someone who would do ANYTHING for me. I know I'm worth it. Someone else will know that too.