It's been a long time since I actually wrote something...

[kawaiijewel]

Desperately afraid,
there seems to be no end
Although you swear it,
I don't believe it.

I can't look you in the eye
why do you not even try?
It's broken,
this heart you stole.

If love is supposed to heal,
Why am I alone?
What's wrong with me
that you can't love me back?

I want to feel numb
if I could just have enough courage
I'd swallow those pills
And just sleep, just wait

Wait for you.