Jul 07, 2005 18:25
tomorrow is my flight.
but i don't know why i can't feel happiness. all i can think of at the moment that i won't see my family for one year. it is terrible for me cause i am so much bound to them, cause we have such a good relationship.
but it has been my dream to go to japan for so long always. i have felt happiness evertime i thought of it. but now i don't know what is up with me.
i wish i could take everybody i love with me