Jun 07, 2005 07:46
i'm tired>________< buuuuuuuuut really happy!!!
I PASSED the exams^^ with a average of 2,4 (goes from 1-6; 1 is best)
and my birthday was great too!!!!! just out of all the stress because of the exams the birthday stood quite in the shadow of the exams, so i couldn't enjoy it as much as i wanted to.
i also couldn't celebrate all that as much as i wanted to, cause i'm going to take one more exam voluntary*o* (maybe I'm crazy>-<)
cause i have chance to improve the results from 2,4 to 2,3 through an oral exam in one subject, in which i gotta have one mark better then i had in the exams.
The problem is just that the exams are probarbly TOMORROW already°o° and i am not sure if i have enough power and will to study everythign again perfectly that i left behind me already one month ago>-<
today i have to go to school and let them know. really don't know what to do>-<
pro:
-can improve the result
-chance that i decrease result is like 1%
con:
-no feeling to learn anything
-did everything too long ago to remember it perfectly
-again having stress because of exams>-<
i want to be so ambitiuos to say. YES!!! i wanna take it, but it is really hard to.....hah....i don't know.....