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I never knew you could cry when you were happy. I used to always think it was weird. Ever since I fell in love with jason, it seemed more apparent why people cried when they were happy. Crying is an act of pure human emotion whether it be happy or sad. You cry because what you're feeling is so intense.
The other day I spoke with a good friend about my concerns for jason and his current situation. All I want to do is help jason. He loves me and inspires me everyday to become the person I want to be. I couldn't ask for more. I would never need more in life than that. I've been sick all week and was just stressed out beauseof finals and one second with him, just one and it all seems to fade away. He holds me and keeps me warm and I when I think of our love, it makes me cry. I was kissing him the other day and I just started crying and I tried to hold it in because it wasn't because I was sad so I didn't want him to worry. I couldn't hold it in so all I said was, "I cry when I'm happy too." That moment I wish I could bottle up and save forever because it was truly perfect.
The day after he cried and held onto me tight. He needed me and I needed him just the same. Even though he was feeling confused about everything, it felt good to be there for him, to be his support when he needed it. He is perfect and I hope to god we can feel this way about eachother forever. If there were a word that meant more than love, that would be the way I feel about you jason.
The other day I spoke with a good friend about my concerns for jason and his current situation. All I want to do is help jason. He loves me and inspires me everyday to become the person I want to be. I couldn't ask for more. I would never need more in life than that. I've been sick all week and was just stressed out beauseof finals and one second with him, just one and it all seems to fade away. He holds me and keeps me warm and I when I think of our love, it makes me cry. I was kissing him the other day and I just started crying and I tried to hold it in because it wasn't because I was sad so I didn't want him to worry. I couldn't hold it in so all I said was, "I cry when I'm happy too." That moment I wish I could bottle up and save forever because it was truly perfect.
The day after he cried and held onto me tight. He needed me and I needed him just the same. Even though he was feeling confused about everything, it felt good to be there for him, to be his support when he needed it. He is perfect and I hope to god we can feel this way about eachother forever. If there were a word that meant more than love, that would be the way I feel about you jason.