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Feb 23, 2007 00:38

I want to scream
I want to cry until I'm hollow
I want to bleed until my body colapses into a heap on the ground
I want to JUMP up and down until all of my energy is gone
I JUST DONT WANT TO BE ALONE

I want to be a friend
a BEST friend
Why am I never the first?
I want to have someone feel about me like I do them

I want to die
Can I be fixed?
What's wrong with ME?
Am I not normal?

I want you to tell me that you less than three me, that you feel like this like me
I want you to be my friend
best friend

SAVE ME

It's sad
It's sad that I'm not sad right now
I'm filled to the brim with drama
I can't be fixed.. can I?

But I can't be CRAZY
Crazy people don't think they're crazy
Do they?
It doesn't matter, I'm not

I'm normal
Normal people can't be fixed
Will somebody fix me?
LIKE ME

Vomit?
That's what I'll do (it)!
I'm SICK of this

Go ahead like her
she's more than me
All of the "HERS" are more than ME ME ME ME
All of the hims are too...
to anybody, I'm not first

What am I again?
L O N E L Y
Not crazy

You can't think you're crazy to be....

C
     R

A
                Z
                          Z
           z
 zz

Y

But Im not
It doesn't matter anyway

It NEVER matters..
NEVER EVER EVER

I matter to him atleast
Across the damn COUNTRY
But, atleast I matter
But
do i matter to anybody else?

crazycrazyCrazyCRazyCRAzyCRAZyCRAZZZZZZZZZY!!!11!11!11!!!!!1one

NO!

What am I thinking?
School.
GRADES.
G   FUCKING P FUCKING A
extra CURRICULAR!!!

military involvment

college?

DO it! DO IT!

Gotta be S M A R T

STUPID STUPID SOOO STUPID!!!

Intellegence matters
Does anything else?
OPINIONS?

RUN
      A
         w
           A
             Y
               YY
                    YYY
                            Y

Except NOT

no NO NO NO! NO!

yes?
Do you have something to say?
Isn't this normal?
I am normal!
Go AWAY

Stop.. IT!
Do you feel all of the pressure?
The "She's-better-than-you-are-you're-second"

BE PERFECT

don't drink
 drugs
   party
SEX

NO FUN

:-( no fun

You can stop reading now

I'm just bored
               lonely
                    lost

Dramatic

and I'm DONE
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