Mar 10, 2011 22:47
I don't know why..
I can't bring myself to tell them that I'm hurting inside.
That I feel so burned.
So distressed.
Not when they're all too happy.
I don't wanna be selfish.
I don't wanna let them see that everything right now is gnawing me.
It's really painful.
I've given it my best.
I've really worked hard.
Really hard.
But at least, I feel happy that I've worked hard.
Cause if I hadn't tried, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
Things don't really usually go our way.
I guess it's better this way.
Will forget this soon enough after I cry.
Hoping I'll forget this soon enough after I cry.
Wishing I'll forget this soon enough after I cry.
Begging the heavens that I forget this soon enough after I cry..
I will forget.
I..will..
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"People are people. You are you. If you start to compare, you lose."