Been 2 years ...

[kawaii_musouka]

Lol wow looking back at my entries all I can say is o_O; I had lots of energy and vent going on. Now I'm slightly embarrassed about it XD;; So I'm in my last year, starting my spring quarter with summer quarter still left in order to properly graduate. Taiwan EAP was a wonderful experience, which I hope to return again so I can actually enjoy the country, since I was always studying (awfully sad way to be studying abroad). I think my b/f's dad thinks I'm kinda fat cause I ate a ton in taiwan when he was visiting o_O which is funny cause I lost some weight during that time lol. It's funny how I keep wishing in all my old entries to be able to draw, right when I graduate and take some time off. Then I get informed by my b/f that I need to study for MCAT's and take an EMT program to make my PA program application look decent >____< and find a job and whatnot to pay rent. *sighs* ... I'm totally gonna crack or something at this rate. As much as I've chosen this medical career path, I would rather draw and do something that gives me the most satisfaction. Or at LEAST take a damn break after all that damn studying so i can draw to my heart's content. Now it seems like MAYBE in December or something >___< even then I'll be bogged with doing clinical hours and a job so I can pay for living expenses... With this crappy economy the health field has a sudden boom in interest as the last few set of reasonable paying jobs left, so it's not like I can have that leisure without possibly squandering a chance to get a decent job. OTL ... I hope my other plans continue to work out, though I guess that depends on a few factors and certain ppl ...

I wonder when the next time I update will be, I hope when I look back at this entry things aren't as bleak as how I see it right now. I should see if I can balance art somehow in there with all that work.