A Valentine Before Farewell

May 12, 2010 03:21

Titled : A Valentine Before Farewell

Author : kawaii_massu

Pairings: 2U (Yunho/Yoochun)

Rating : PG

Warning : None, probably typos and grammar mistakes

AN: I'm just crazy enough to make this at 1 in the morning and finished it two hours later... and it's YunChun??  Hmmm.. who should i blame on?? ;P <3<3

“Hi…”

“Yunho…” Yoochun smiles at Yunho, stepping aside as he let Yunho entered his apartment’s door. He never thought that Yunho would come as soon as possible after he called him, he has no complaint nonetheless.

When Yoochun has the door closed, Yunho encircles his arms around Yoochun in a tight embrace.

“I miss you. I miss you soo much.” Yunho says in his ear, slow but full of affection.

“I miss you too.” He reacts with the same affection, holding on to Yunho like he never wants to let go.
And they smiles to each other, leading their self into the warmth of Yoochun’s comfortable couch as they cuddle together and not even once letting one another go.

“Do you want to go somewhere today?” His lover asks, and Yoochun shakes his head.

“No, I just want to be here with you.”

“But this is a special day that we should celebrate together.”

“I know… but celebrating today is not always by going somewhere. The main point of this day is spending time as much as you can with the one you love. And as simple as it is, I just wanted to spend my time with you here, without anyone, just the two of us.”

Yunho let a small laugh at Yoochun’s statement, but feeling so content by only a simple phrase that Yoochun had, and he never hates the way Yoochun leads his emotion, his feeling. It also reminds him of how much he loves the other man.

And just like that, they never leave Yoochun’s apartment. They watched movie on DVD, a takeout Chinese food for their lunch, a comfortable warmth conversation, and occasional kisses on Yoochun’s lips or on Yunho’s cheeks while exchanging the words of love as a complement of their perfect time.

They are so caught up in their own worlds of being in love, not aware that the sun was already set, coloring the sky with a nice purple line and the days fall. Once they noticed, it completely sweeps away every smile on Yoochun’s face. He stands up, moving towards the window, and glancing outside to the darkening sky. Yunho’s beside him, standing so close until there’s no distance between their bodies.

“You have to go, Yunho!” Yoochun says to his lover, not turning to even look at his handsome face, because he could clearly saw him by the reflection of the window’s glass. He could hear Yunho inhaling a deep breath before turning him to face Yunho.

“I still want to be with you.” He says and looking deeply to Yoochun’s eyes, searching a little hope that Yoochun wants him to still be there as well.

As an answer, Yoochun cupped his cheeks, lovingly examining the contour of Yunho’s face with his touch. “But you need to go, Yunho. It’s your dream to be a good actor and you already did so many things to catch up with it, and now it’s your chance, your time. Japan is your answer, Yunho.”

“But, Chun… I don’t want to leave you.”

Yoochun kisses his forehead. “I know.”

“Then come with me.”

Yoochun smiles, but weakly. “You know I can’t, Yunho. I belonged here, in Seoul, and I have my own dream to grasp. Besides, I don’t want to lose from you.” He managed to wink at Yunho whose face still showing a serious expression, and Yoochun sighs.

“Just go, Yunho, this is your only chance and I don’t want you to waste it. Please, if you love me please go.”

Yunho diverts his gaze away from Yoochun as tears welling in his eyes and he doesn’t want to show Yoochun this weak side of him. He closes his eyes for a while, maintaining his composure and collecting his heart, encouraging himself that he can do this. He returns on Yoochun’s face and nods his head.

Yoochun smiled at this, trying so hard to force a genuine smile because he knows that this is the only thing he can do for Yunho. He can only letting him go with a smile.

“Now go, you can’t be late to your flight, but I’m really sorry that I can not seeing you at the airport, I still have something important to do.” Yoochun pushes him lightly and attempting on turning around before Yunho grabs his wrist and pulling him into a really tight hug.

“Whatever happens, please do remember that I will always love you, Yoochun.”

Yoochun glanced to his window beside his piano while still holding onto the keys and playing a familiar song. A song he always knew by his heart. It’s indeed a beautiful song, but he wonders why every time he plays, it always brings him nothing but despairs. Nevertheless, he can not make himself to stop playing the song every time he needs some peaceful mind, every time he needs something to hold on to.

Yunho was long gone and he might be on his plane on the way to Japan. It is a hard decision to make, but he doesn’t have any regrets. And it is pained him that he has to see the love of his life slipped before his eyes and it hurts him so much to let Yunho went away. But he never cries, or even forces himself to cry, because he can’t, and he never wants to cry.

“Happy Valentine’s day, Yunho”

It’s still winter, still cold outside, and Yoochun's aware about that. The chill still making him winced a little when it’s slowly crept into his body through his thin jacket, but he never bothers to tighten it. He lets them seeping through into his body, enjoying the sensation of cold breeze brushing against his skin.

Most people hated winter, but Yoochun thought that winter is a start of a new beginning. At the end of it, he would see the leaf buds start showing themselves at the peak of tree branches, the flower would be waiting for its time to finally bloom again and the sidewalks would once again decorated by green plants.

To him, this spring will be the beginning. The beginning of his waiting for the promise that once said between two lovers. And Yoochun wants to keep that promise in his heart. Keep believing that their promise, that his promise will never fade away through times and long distance, just like Yoochun's promise. He knows that he won’t be able to break it anyway.

It’s his promise that he will be there waiting and loving only him. Only Yunho.


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oh well, this is my first attempt in writing 2U.. i hope you guys like it!! <3<3

Oh... comments always loved!!! XDXDXDXDXD

*hugs and love*

p: yunho/yoochun, fic, oneshot

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