Title: Of Love and Jealousy
Author: kawaii_massu
Pairing : Yunho x Changmin
Rating: NC-17 o_O
Genre: Romance, fluff, fail!smut
Warning(s): Smut!! Really really plot-less, i warn you. XDDDDD
Unbeta-ed
AN: hmmm... hmmm... what should i say?? just skip this okay. XDDDD
“Nghhh God.. Changmin…” Yunho groans, a needy whimper is escaping his mouth in no time when he feels a tight heat of his lover’s mouth engulfing his hard erection, deep-throating him into oblivion while he could do nothing except feels and moaning.
He isn’t quiet sure of how they ended up getting into this position. All that he could remember is coming home after a successful appearance in Goong, all smiling and cheerful even though his body was protesting out in exhaustion. He remembers greeting Changmin who was sitting on their living room’s couch as he watched the television with such a stiff and tense body. He got a little bit worry when Changmin didn’t answer him and was trying to get his lover’s attention when he got a pair of eyes filled with fury and anger reflected on them, and the next thing he knows, Changmin had dragging him into their bedroom and undressing him for a good measure while he crushed their lips together.
A throaty moan once again escapes his lips as he watches Changmin bobbing his head up and down. His head is thrown back, eyes slip shut in a great pleasure as Changmin swallows as much as he could of Yunho’s cock into his hot cavern. Soon tongue and teeth are following, licking all the way through the length of his cock and scrapping his teeth around the head before once again sucking on it greedily. God, he thinks that he might die sooner if Changmin keeps sucking him off like that as he feels he’s getting near to his peak. But unfortunately Changmin stops right when Yunho’s about to come, causing him to whine in frustration at the loss of heat that Changmin’s mouth provides.
Changmin crawls over on top of him, smirking when he sees the disappointment on Yunho’s face when he refuses to give him what he wants. “Not so fast, Yunho-yah.” He says. Mouth curls in a devilish grin as he straddles Yunho’s thigh. “We still have a very long night to enjoy this.” He licks his lower lip before leaning down and crushing his mouth with Yunho’s, trapping Yunho’s hands above his head with one hand as the other searching for something that he could use to get Yunho under his control. Yunho could taste the bitter and salty liquid of his pre-come that Changmin managed to lick clean before he pulled back.
“Min, what are you doing?” Yunho asks. Panic is getting on his nerves when Changmin binds his hand with a red scarf. He doesn’t even know how the younger man could manage to summon it out of nowhere. “Changmin, release me!” Yunho demands.
“We don’t want you to run away from this, do we?” Changmin thrusts his tongue out to lick Yunho’s upper lip and enforcing it to enter the older man’s mouth, stopping Yunho from protesting any further. The kiss is ever so wet and messy that saliva slowly finds its way down to Yunho’s chin. When Changmin pulls apart, he smugly smiles to himself whenever he acknowledges that Yunho’s eyes are already filled with lust and extreme needs.
Well, he gets what he wants and curses the world if he has to stop when Yunho is already like this. Only him gets to make Yunho in this state; fully exposed, face full of pleasure in a way that making him looks even more gorgeous and hotter, and Changmin is sure that he’s going to come right now and right there with only looking to Yunho’s gorgeous face alone.
Yunho really doesn’t know what’s gotten into his lover’s head that making him like this. Changmin was usually calm and he’s not supposed to be so dominant, so strong, demanding and possessive in ways that Yunho had never ever seen before. Not even when they had very very rough sex in every flat surface of their apartment.
Not that he minds that. Of course, not at all. Because he thinks that this is something new for their relationship and sex life, and he couldn’t be less than happy to be able to know that somehow Changmin trusts him enough to show him his other self. But this is just too much, too sudden and he’s just too tired for pete’s sake. Why does it have to be now?
“God, Yunho… I want you… I want you so bad.” Changmin slurs, breathing harshly against the skin near Yunho’s collarbone before taking the skin between his mouth, sucking and nibbling very hard until it left mark before he brings himself down, hands on top of Yunho’s chest while he trails his lips along Yunho’s defined chest. Wet kisses are trailing until Changmin finds Yunho’s nipple. He sucks on it immediately, eliciting a loud gasp from Yunho’s mouth when he swirls his tongue to play with the hardening nub while the other is taken between Changmin’s fingers, being squeezed and pinched lightly.
“God… I can’t believe that you kissed that, girl.” Changmin mumbles between kissing and licking on the skin exposed in front of him.
“W-what?” Yunho asked, a loud moan coming out from his mouth when Changmin pinches his other nipple hardly. “W-what are you t-talking about, Changmin-uh..?”
Changmin stops for a while, looking up to Yunho’s face with dark eyes. “Don’t you know that I was there when you were so busy kissing that girl on your musical performance?” He hisses through his teeth, breath tickling around Yunho’s nipple, sending him a shiver down to his spine. “It pisses me off,” he continues.
He really doesn’t know what the other man is talking about. Hell he didn’t even know that the man was there to see his musical performance.
Yunho’s brain stops functioning when he feels Changmin bites his nipple. Pain and pleasure are mixed beautifully that he knows he’s being such a writhing mess under Changmin’s sinfully skillful mouth playing on one of his sensitive spots. His eyes are slipping shut for countless time that night, feeling his body getting hotter and burn with love, passion and lust all at the same time.
“B-But..” Another soft bites and Yunho shudders underneath Changmin. “Y-you know that it was just an act-hnnn-right? I-It was nothing.” Yunho reasons and Changmin chuckles darkly.
“I don’t care,” he says shortly, eyes bore to Yunho’s skin as he glares onto it, trying to release his anger upon seeing the scene, “don’t you know how I feel when you kissed that girl? Your mouth was all over hers, your hands were practically everywhere on her body. I was so pissed off it’s not even funny.” He opts himself to travel down on Yunho’s abdomen, tongue’s lapping and licking his way down to Yunho’s navel until a trail of saliva is visible in clarity, glistening more of Yunho’s tanned skin when the light of their bedroom reaches onto it. Changmin then dips his tongue deep into Yunho’s belly button, hand running down to Yunho’s aching cock to give a good stroking, squeezing it so lightly before he reaches lower to fondle with Yunho’s balls.
“Fuck! Baby stop teasing me like that.. ugh.. I’m going to-ngghh-come before we could-hmm-do anything.” Yunho pants harshly, moaning his words between the pleasures that created whenever Changmin brushes his hand on his balls and to the base of his cock. He arches his head deeper into the pillow when Changmin bites a patch of skin on his hip and sucking on it hungrily between his lips.
“Your lips are mine, Yunho. It’s me you’re supposed to kiss. Your hands could only touch my body, only me and no one else is allowed to touch you as well.” Changmin bites him again for the umpteenth time and Yunho hisses because Changmin bits him so hard it must be left a mark.
“Ugh… Please, Min, just let my hands go. I could make this easier for us.” Yunho offers. He just can’t hold back anymore. He needs to release himself from this raging desire inside his body. Changmin’s confession earlier makes him out of his mind and he needs to be inside Changmin. Now. Now.
Changmin pulls away only to climb up and presses his mouth onto Yunho’s own, humming in satisfactory when Yunho moans against his lips once again. He whispers hotly between kisses. “Patient is a virtue, Yunho-yah,” kiss, “Don’t worry,” kiss, “I’ll give you what you want,” kiss, “sooner.” This time, Changmin doesn’t pull back. His tongue’s slipping immediately and sliding with Yunho’s own in a battle of dominance, and Yunho couldn’t be much greedier when he swirls his tongue against Changmin’s. His hands are helplessly bound together above his head that he can’t do anything only to accept all of this.
Changmin straightens his position, sitting on Yunho’s lower region with cock straining and swollen, painfully needs to be released. He soon grabs a bottle of lube that he had prepared earlier, fondling with the tub and smears the cool cherry-scented gel all over his fingers. He then lowers his lubed-fingers down at his own entrance, slamming two fingers at the same time immediately. His head thrown back in pain and ecstasy, and Yunho’s eyes couldn’t be any wider at the sight of his lover who practically fucking himself with his fingers. Changmin’s eyes are half-lidded, mouth parting slightly whilst sweats dripping down all over his body and Yunho groans at the sight. He feels useless with his hands bound like this. He really wants to reach over the younger man, kissing him, touching him all over his body. At least he wants to comfort him and trying to distract him from the pain that Yunho knows must be there.
Changmin slips another finger into his tight passage, whimpering and groaning on top of Yunho on the feeling of his entrance is being fucked by his own finger. His breath is shallow, only whimpers and groans coming out of his lips as his hips jerking down to meet the thrust of his fingers.
It’s enough, Changmin thought. He withdraws all the fingers that have been invading his tight heat and quickly covering Yunho’s cock with enough amounts of lube.
Yunho shudders on the sensation and before he has time to register what happens next, Changmin is already settling himself on his hard erection. He’s quickly descending himself on Yunho’s proudly standing member in a one hard thrust, burying the hot and straining part of Yunho’s body inside of him to the hilt.
“Fuck! Shit shit shit…” Yunho growls in a low tone at the maddening heat that suddenly enveloping his erection. The pleasure is too much that he has to strain himself to jerk his hips up and thrusts immediately inside of Changmin as he doesn’t want to hurt his younger lover.
Changmin on the other side collapses on top of Yunho’s body. His hole is burning like hell that makes every part of him surrender as he tries to adjust himself from the feeling of being filled by Yunho’s erection. He bites his lips so hard that he could almost taste blood on it. Breathing seems really hard to do and it suffocating him that he almost dies with the burning desire inside of him.
“Baby… Changmin, are you okay?” Yunho asks, concern and worry wash over him when he watches Changmin whimpers and trembling so hard on top of him.
Changmin takes a deep breath as he nods his head to reassure Yunho before he searches blindly on Yunho’s mouth, pressing a slow and gentle kiss at first before it gets wild and messy with licks and bites. After that, he presses his palms flatly on Yunho’s abdomen for a support while he starts to move.
Yunho watches lustfully at the sight of his younger lover fucking himself on his cock, rising himself ups and down. His low groan soon enough being replaced by lusty moan. His cock is growing harder and his body feels hotter by the growing needs as he sees his erection appears and disappears into Changmin’s hole greedily. The sight itself is enough to make him comes but he tells himself to keep going on. He doesn’t want this to end any sooner.
Changmin pants. His back arches and head thrown back, eyes half-lidded and mouth slightly parted from the great pleasure that he’s been experiencing while he rides Yunho. Yunho’s name slips out from his parted lips so sinfully along with his deep moans. It feels like music on Yunho’s ears though, as he responds by using his lower body’s strength to jerk his hips up to meet Changmin’s downwards thrust. The sound of their skin slapping together echoed inside the room as they rock their body in sync, causing their bed to protest in loud creaks enough to resonate through the entire apartment.
Changmin shifts a bit on top of Yunho before he continues to move himself again. “Yunho.. Yunhoo.. ahh.. so good.” He rides Yunho harder, barely noticing of how Yunho buckles his hips ups in frustration, trying to get more of skin contact against Changmin. And then suddenly Changmin cries louder in pleasure. Yunho’s effort to thrust into him even harder changes the angle of his thrust and his cock hits Changmin’s most pleasurable spot immediately.
Realizing this, Yunho tries as best as he can to get a better leverage so he could thrust in that spot again. Right now he is so hungry to hear Changmin yelping, groaning and moaning whenever he hits his prostate and damn him if he tries to stop.
But well, Changmin seems to have a mind on his own when he traps Yunho’s hips with his thigh, hands pressing harder on Yunho’s upper body to prevent him from moving. Yunho growls desperately to this.
“Stop,” Changmin pants, “just stop! Let me breathe for a while.” Changmin gasps and forcing air into his burning lungs. He leans down to kiss Yunho sensually on his mouth.
“Min, please, let my hands go. I want to touch you.” Yunho says, eyes are begging and Changmin himself is actually considering whether to release Yunho or keeping him still at the position. But fuck everything, Changmin thought. He really doesn’t care anymore. His needs and his longing for the older man’s touch become so unbearable and he doesn’t know anymore what he will do to himself.
Changmin reaches for the knot which bound Yunho’s hands and removes the scarf to release Yunho’s hands. Once he has been released, Yunho takes the advantage to flip their position around until Yunho I hovering above Changmin.
The younger man yelps in surprise when his back hits the soft mattress. His protest are swallowed by Yunho’s mouth when he captures Changmin’s lips a fierce kiss, tongue moves in a sensual dance and Yunho’s hands are roaming on Changmin’s chest, savoring as much as he can to the feeling of the younger’s hot body against his skin.
Yunho pulls apart and paying more attention to the skin on Changmin’s neck. It’s his turn to smirk when Changmin trembles so hard underneath him when Yunho decides to suck harder at the gorgeous birthmark under Changmin’s chin, gladly to acknowledge that only him could ever touches the mark.
After he left his mark here and there on Changmin’s neck and collarbone, he whispers in a hoarse voice into Changmin’s ear, “I want you, Minnie…” Changmin shivers when he hears what Yunho had said to him. “Just as much as you want me to be fully yours, I want to make you mine as well that I will crush whoever trying to take you away from me.” With that, Yunho bites Changmin earlobe before he continues, “Do you think that what you did with Kyuhyun and Minho at our SMTown concert didn’t bothering me at all?”
Changmin yelps from the contact of Yunho’s teeth on his ear. He gulps. Even though Yunho was saying that with a soft and husky voice, he knows very much that there’s something dangerous beneath Yunho’s tone that sending him chill down through all over his veins.
“Hell, I was so pissed at you. If only I could, I would grab you there immediately and kissing you senselessly on top of the stage under the thousands of people’s eyes watching us and announce that you are already taken by me.”
“Ugh…” Changmin moans helplessly when Yunho’s fingers brushing his nipples. The older man is touching him there mercilessly while giving him an open mouthed kiss for the umpteenth time that night.
“You should always remember that, baby.” Yunho breathes hotly against Changmin’s lips before he hauls his lover’s thighs up and without warning slamming his already lubed cock back into Changmin’s hidden wall, stretching him up and burying himself up to the hilt.
Changmin writhes deliciously underneath him as Yunho starts moving, pulling his cock halfway before slamming back inside with a powerful thrust of his hips. The younger man’s hands run on Yunho’s back almost instantly as he digs his knuckles deeper into Yunho’s skin.
Changmin hooks his legs on Yunho’s waist as a life support as Yunho’s thrust inside of him is getting harder and wilder. The pleasure is so unbearable, especially when Yunho finds his prostate and hadn’t waste the time to hit on it constantly that Changmin has to hold his breath from its madness.
“Ugh… I’m close, Yunho. More! Faster!” Changmin demands and Yunho complies almost immediately, quickly sliding out before pushing his cock deeper in a crazy speed while he presses his face into the crook of Changmin’s neck. He himself has sense his own upcoming orgasm minutes ago. The heat that Changmin’s provides to him is so maddening, burning his entire body and causing him to out of coherency very so often that the only thing he knows is to find his own release as soon as possible.
With a couple of Yunho’s powerful thrusts ramming to his prostate a moment later, Changmin comes violently with a loud scream, smearing his own come all over his and Yunho’s belly, clenching around the older man’s erection so tightly as he rides his orgasm altogether. A shaky breath leaves his mouth, and his body shuddering for one last time as he rides his orgasm altogether.
Yunho’s top pleasurable moment is following not too long after his lover. With the painful constricting of Changmin’s inner muscles around his erection, he thrusts for one last time before he splutters his seeds inside Changmin, shuddering from the great pleasure of his orgasm.
He watches Changmin with blurry eyes as his lover closes his eyes tightly, chest heaving up and down to breathe, trying to calm himself down from his high while Yunho does the same thing. Yunho suddenly feels the greatest jolt of love to the younger man when Changmin opens his eyes and flashing him a weak smile, peaceful yet so beautiful that he can’t stand to pull him into another kiss, this time slow and unhurried that they could feel the sweetness of every brush of their lips one to another.
“You okay?” Yunho asks his lover after they are pulling apart from their kiss.
Changmin only nods and Yunho kisses him on his forehead, sliding himself out from Changmin and lowering himself down to lay close next to his lover. Changmin snuggles to his neck and Yunho instinctively wraps his hand around the younger man as the other hand caressing Changmin’s back affectionately.
They hold on to each other for a while, hadn’t care for the fact that they are still naked and sticky with comes and sweat. Each of them feels so content and nothing could compare to the feeling of cuddling time after a long making love session with the one that they love with all of their heart.
Yunho grins after a while. “You’re so cute when you got jealous like that, don’t you know?”
Changmin pouts, his face flushes in red and he tightens his hold around Yunho’s body possessively. Yunho laughs to this.
“I still don’t like you kissing that girl.” Changmin replies, fingers tracing an abstract pattern on Yunho’s torso. “Gosh, I really don’t like it when she was touching you, holding you like you were hers at the very first place. And it reminded me to the time when you kissed Ara on your HTTG drama. Gosh, whenever I remember that, I can’t help but want to burn all the HTTG’s DVDs so anyone won’t ever have to see you kissing that girl.”
Yunho blinks. He bites his lips so hard to suppress himself for not laughing on Changmin’s statement earlier, but fails miserably and laughing really hard eventually that he has to clutch on his aching abdomen as the impact of too much laughing. Changmin glares at him without hesitation as he lets Yunho laughing his ass off on the bed. He sits up in one swift movement despite his nakedness and crossing his arms in annoyance. He really couldn’t see of where the older man’s found his words very funny, because really, it’s not funny. Not at all.
Sensing the irritation radiates from every part of Changmin’s body, Yunho clears his throat, trying his best to calm his previous laughter by biting on his lips as hard as possible. When he manages to do that, and his self is collected again, Yunho reaches for Changmin again.
“Come on, lay yourself down.” He pulls Changmin’s hand to drag him back to their cuddly position, but the younger man is too stubborn to listen that Yunho has to use half of his power to drag him back until Changmin complies and relaxing himself completely into his embrace.
Yunho chuckles, wrapping an arm around Changmin as he says, “Haven’t I told you that it was only an act?”
“I know,” Changmin sighs, “but it still pisses me off.” He trails off, eyes glaring into Yunho’s neck and glad that Yunho doesn’t notice it.
Yunho takes one of Changmin’s hands and bringing it up to his mouth. He presses a gentle kiss on the back of Changmin’s hand before pressing another one on the top of Changmin’s head. Changmin hums in delight at the treatment as he snuggles even deeper into Yunho’s embrace.
“Just let me know when the next time you have a kissing scene whether in your drama, your musical performance or whatever.” The younger man hits his chest lightly, giving enough pressure to emphasize his last word so that Yunho would understand.
Yunho smiles and kisses Changmin again, this time on his mouth.
“Okay… okay… But you must promise me too that you’re not going to act all lovey dovey again with Minho, Kyuhyun, or whoever except me.” He says after they are apart, staring into Changmin’s eyes deeply.
“Huh? Why not?” He asks. This time, it is Changmin’s turns to blink, but instead of laughing just like what Yunho did earlier, Changmin’s round eyes getting bigger as he looks at him, adding a big and adorable puppy eyes that Yunho hates the most(well, basically because Changmin would turn to be so cute that Yunho could never resist him).
“Ughh.. your puppy eyes won’t work this time, Changmin-ah.” He tells him, doing as his best as he can to look stern and serious.
Changmin laughs instantly that the top of his head almost hits Yunho’s jaw. “Hahahaha… I got it. I love you, Yunho-yah.” His laugh is continuing and Yunho can’t help himself to break into a fit laughter too.
“I love you too, baby.””
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ughhhhh anyone... please kill me!! XDD
i know i wasn't supposed to write this instead of my still unfinished fics, but gosh, i can't help but write eventually. i'm a shameless girl. T^T
this is my first PWP fic, i hope it doesn't too fail and too boring. And please forgive me if there are spelling errors and grammatical mistakes, i'm so terrible with that. ^^
and remembers that comments are very appreciated. <3<3