I miss you

[kawaii_inu_chan]

My heart breaks with every second that passes without you in my life.
Every beat drags me further in to the darkness.
Every breath hurts more than the last,
Every night is filled with dreams of you and I.

Childhood Friends, Forever and a Day.
I never thought I'd see our time pass.
I never imagined my life without you
I still can't imagine it, and every day is a struggle.
Every night is so lonely.

I miss your giggles
I miss your smiles
I miss our stupid conversations
I miss our role playing and story telling.

I miss the girl who saved my life,
when I felt I had no reason to live.
I wish I could tell you again,
just how much you mean to me.

In my heart and in my head I know,
that I'll never be able to let go.
You are my sister,
the other half to my soul.

And though I may never see you again,
you will always be in my heart,
Wherever I go, you will always be there.
Whenever I breathe, I'll think of you.

I will never be able to let you go,
You've taken part of me with you,
and if I let go of you, I let go of myself
And if I do that, I don't know if I'll ever come back.

I don't know how to save myself,
I wish somebody could show me...
And yet....
I just don't know...

11th of April, 2013. 3:29am