I was a lonely child always throwing up.
I feel lonely. this time was alot harder then last time. Im trying not to think because it makes it worse.
and now Im here in my flat. alone because everyone is gone. with nothing to do. no toys to play with. and very little food. (I cant leave my flat. well. I guess I could go into the hall...theres nothing there though. because I lost my swip card in america and wont be able to get a replacment until...tuesday or wednesday night. not so bad I suppose....but still). ooo. I could tie all my sheets together an climb out my window. but whats the point really...I probably wouldnt be able to get back up so Id have to ask security to come let me in again. and that might be ackward).
well. Im going to go try and do something productive. or maybe go back to sleep (it is rather early....or late. but I slept for most the day...)
I must make plans...
(shrug)
and now Im here in my flat. alone because everyone is gone. with nothing to do. no toys to play with. and very little food. (I cant leave my flat. well. I guess I could go into the hall...theres nothing there though. because I lost my swip card in america and wont be able to get a replacment until...tuesday or wednesday night. not so bad I suppose....but still). ooo. I could tie all my sheets together an climb out my window. but whats the point really...I probably wouldnt be able to get back up so Id have to ask security to come let me in again. and that might be ackward).
well. Im going to go try and do something productive. or maybe go back to sleep (it is rather early....or late. but I slept for most the day...)
I must make plans...
(shrug)