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i finally found out was sarah was going to tell me that was so important and i'm glad she wanted to tell me. it makes me feel like i serve a purpose in her life and i'm not just a spectator. although what she had to say was intersting i don't think she would appreciate me writing it on here.
austen's working tonight and i'm not sure when i'm going to hear from him. his parents are going out of touwn this weekend and i think i'm going to be able to go up there, it's all up to his mom now. i hope she says yes because i'm feel normal and relaxed when i'm with him. thats about the only time i'm comfortable. i just love him sooo much. i feel empty without him.
i got a letter from christa today. she wrote alot of stuff similar to what i write in here except happier. she always had something positive to say about the negative thing she was saying. it was amazing. i wish i was that optimistic...
i have midterms next week... yay for me failing... i probly will anyways... i know i'm just sort of rambling on talking about nothing but what else is there to say... i feel sick... i hate life... i miss austen... thats about it.
i wish my brain would think, consetrate, whatever. i can't think about anything but austen right about now. i wanted to hear from him, know he's ok. there i go again... being paranoid. just shut up. thats all i need to do and i tell myself that all day but i just won't listen!its quiz time... even though they never make me feel better, it passes the time...
Your eyes should be gray.. the same color you see
the world. You have faced many sorrows and
losses, but yet its starting to get to you.
You're depressed and lonely, so maybe it might
be time to go and find someone to talk to.
What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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i don't entirly agree with that one... ok so not much at all...
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.
What season are you? (pics)
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Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no
heart and that he couldn't love or ever be
loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants
wrong. This dude would go thirty times around
the earth if you would ask him to. A person who
threatens you must really have a death wish.
What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States)
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austen's working tonight and i'm not sure when i'm going to hear from him. his parents are going out of touwn this weekend and i think i'm going to be able to go up there, it's all up to his mom now. i hope she says yes because i'm feel normal and relaxed when i'm with him. thats about the only time i'm comfortable. i just love him sooo much. i feel empty without him.
i got a letter from christa today. she wrote alot of stuff similar to what i write in here except happier. she always had something positive to say about the negative thing she was saying. it was amazing. i wish i was that optimistic...
i have midterms next week... yay for me failing... i probly will anyways... i know i'm just sort of rambling on talking about nothing but what else is there to say... i feel sick... i hate life... i miss austen... thats about it.
i wish my brain would think, consetrate, whatever. i can't think about anything but austen right about now. i wanted to hear from him, know he's ok. there i go again... being paranoid. just shut up. thats all i need to do and i tell myself that all day but i just won't listen!its quiz time... even though they never make me feel better, it passes the time...
Your eyes should be gray.. the same color you see
the world. You have faced many sorrows and
losses, but yet its starting to get to you.
You're depressed and lonely, so maybe it might
be time to go and find someone to talk to.
What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
brought to you by Quizilla
You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
i don't entirly agree with that one... ok so not much at all...
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.
What season are you? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
Everyone thinks he's a bad person, that he has no
heart and that he couldn't love or ever be
loved. Well, you just proved those ignorants
wrong. This dude would go thirty times around
the earth if you would ask him to. A person who
threatens you must really have a death wish.
What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
brought to you by Quizilla
You're the sad smile,the one that regrets nearly
everything and is constantly wondering about
what could have been.You're not happy with your
situation and usually blame yourself because of
the bad things that have happened.Cheer up.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Where do you fall on the liberal - conservative political spectrum? (United States)
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