HEARTS DONT ALWAYS HEAL!
today i got my heart broken by my best friend well okay we all went to the park and on the way there amanda my cuz said steffis mad at you because she thinks you like coty and ur all over him and i was pist because she cant trust me and it took me so long to gain her trust but it took 2 seconds for coty and also because ever since she met coty shes changed for him cuz apparently he dont like her for who she really is so i couldnt take it so i started walking to her house she watched me she didnt even say wait or ask me whats wrong or nething she just watched me go didnt chase after me or nuthin and i was just walking so i walked all the way to her house and called my dad and told him to pick me up so he did then i came home and cryed and cryed and i couldnt stop because all she did was watch me walk away she stayed with her boyfriend she made her choice she chose him over me and she always said i would come first (me) im sooo hurt and im still crying i never wanna see her agin I HATE STEFFI CAROL NIC i hate how she alwatys talks about how ppl hurt her and then she goes and does it to me this time she cant say sorry and everything will be alright she cant start crying and make everything alright it hurt me to say this but steffi were DONE i hope u feel the hurt that i feel and besides that u didnt even call to ask me if i was okay its to late now because i dont wanna speak to u see you or ever here ur voice agin u dont know how much u hurt me today and i hope someday u feel the hurt i feel right know i gave up all my other friends for u thinkin you would always be by my side i would always come first but all u are to me is a lie invisible you dont know how it feels to be hurt by the only u thought u had i spent everyday with you i dedicated all my time to u thinkin that someday u will repay me and this is how you do it i was always there when u had family problems boy problems it was my shoulder U cryed on i told you all my secrets i told you things i never told neone thinkin you would always be there i always had ur bak thinkin u wuld always have mine to but look at me know im just a FOOl for ever trusting you i always baked you up when ppl called you a hoe n slut and this is hhow u repay me i would never let neone hurt u and this is how it goes u hurt me you the only person who i thought understood me you told me you loved me i was ur best friend you would always be there WELL WERE THE FUCK ARE U KNOW i deserve alot better then u i dont deserve to be hurt i did everything for u to make u happy even if it made me sad or cry u kno what to me know ur just a big lie everything u ever said to me means nuthin i dont ever wanna see you agin i HATE you leave me love because i really need that right now!