Journal Entry Day 27 (Early morning)
Chuck is an amazing man. It never ceases to amaze me how open and willing he is to try new things, how willing he is to drop to his knees and look up at me with those big brown eyes, and just watch me, waiting to do something. Waiting for me to say something.
The way he revealed how he would share Traans' tent last night just astonished me. We were just talking, eating. Then he comes out with this revelation, that has been haunting the both of us for days. Doesn't seem very long, especially when this has been weighing on our minds, it very well seems like weeks. It took all my effort to continue as if nothing was happening in my pants...
When we got back to our quarters, it was amazing. He gave so much of himself, laying there letting me pleasure him. Hours. Absolute hours of pleasure together, seemed too short.
It must be taking it's toll on him, unsure of what to do, unsure of what to think. I don't know how to soothe Chuck when he's this unsure. All I can really do, is to wait for him to say something. I just hope that he does say something.
The way he revealed how he would share Traans' tent last night just astonished me. We were just talking, eating. Then he comes out with this revelation, that has been haunting the both of us for days. Doesn't seem very long, especially when this has been weighing on our minds, it very well seems like weeks. It took all my effort to continue as if nothing was happening in my pants...
When we got back to our quarters, it was amazing. He gave so much of himself, laying there letting me pleasure him. Hours. Absolute hours of pleasure together, seemed too short.
It must be taking it's toll on him, unsure of what to do, unsure of what to think. I don't know how to soothe Chuck when he's this unsure. All I can really do, is to wait for him to say something. I just hope that he does say something.