red wine thinking
I find it interesting the role I play in a lot of peoples lives. It seems that I am the person who shows up as everyone else has fallen off...like, I was the one keeping Sean togther today during rehersal because none of the maids of honor showed up on time. Things similar to that, on different levels. I step in just before, during, and/or just after monumental things and keep peace or sanity. There was more to this, but the copious amount of wine I drank is wearing off, so that's all of I've got on that idea for now.
Other ideas include, but not limited to:
1) That I am somewhat of a narcissist with self-esteem problems, which is a paradox.
2) That I am a genius for carrying a razor in my purse.
3) That I am very worried about falling over in my heels tomorrow. I'm not so much a heels girl, and I'm *kinda* in the wedding in that, I follow Sean down the aisle and make sure her dress is ok. I'm a train straightener...and we all know how much I like trains. I think it'll be awesome to see a bride all done up in white and beautiful with me, in black and white polka dots, and red accessories following behind (I'll try for a picture to show you). Please cross your fingers that I don't fall! It's at 11, so maybe until 11:30, just in case we start late? Let me know how you make out trying to do anything for a half hour with your fingers crossed...
4)That man oh man, I have some fucking phenomenal friends and I miss Philly so much, and it's so nice here right now, and I'm having such a good time that I don't want to leave.
5) That I seriously might not make it out of Philly for all the things this place does to my car (already: parking ticket, flat tire [hoo-wah, Meg and I are tee you double eff chicks. I really like changing tires.] and it doesn't seem to be running so great...
I am not drunk, but still having serious problems constructing sentences, so I think I'll end here.
Other ideas include, but not limited to:
1) That I am somewhat of a narcissist with self-esteem problems, which is a paradox.
2) That I am a genius for carrying a razor in my purse.
3) That I am very worried about falling over in my heels tomorrow. I'm not so much a heels girl, and I'm *kinda* in the wedding in that, I follow Sean down the aisle and make sure her dress is ok. I'm a train straightener...and we all know how much I like trains. I think it'll be awesome to see a bride all done up in white and beautiful with me, in black and white polka dots, and red accessories following behind (I'll try for a picture to show you). Please cross your fingers that I don't fall! It's at 11, so maybe until 11:30, just in case we start late? Let me know how you make out trying to do anything for a half hour with your fingers crossed...
4)That man oh man, I have some fucking phenomenal friends and I miss Philly so much, and it's so nice here right now, and I'm having such a good time that I don't want to leave.
5) That I seriously might not make it out of Philly for all the things this place does to my car (already: parking ticket, flat tire [hoo-wah, Meg and I are tee you double eff chicks. I really like changing tires.] and it doesn't seem to be running so great...
I am not drunk, but still having serious problems constructing sentences, so I think I'll end here.