nothing pays in the end...
blah. i want a degree in how to succeed by doing absolutely plain old nothing. I have absolutely no idea what i wanna be. there are so many things that sound like a lotta fun but i dunno. an automobile engineer would be way fun but also a lot of work to get there. A race car driver would be the ultimate more so a stunt driver cuz i like to drive either fast or crazy(when you put them together it just gets a little too scary for me). a stay at home wife would be lovely but i think i would need a husband for that and one that gets paid well. I don't wanna stay at home forever though talk about lame-o. An actress would be spectacular but wow i feel hmm like negative big when i even mention it i mean i have no experience and yea who knows. A singer has been a dream for a while but come on who does it actually happen to. RIght now the biggest thing i'm leaning towards is opera singer cuz i love singing and opera is singing and acting. more so acting through your singing which i love and mmm it just sounds great. once again though i'm just scared i need to jump on the horse and fricken ride but there's a whole world out there and i'm me and its a little unsettling to me personally. i wanna live in my dream land forever that would be nice. Or actually be good at something everybody is good at something and i just haven't found what i am good at yet and truely have a passion for, i mean the closest thing is singing and i'm not like mega good just good good so yea. Life is so big and i feel soo small.hmm... peace. ohh that reminds me i've thought of joining the peace core but i dunno and then yea argh so many things and only one me whose confused also. Allright really peace ;>