Sep 23, 2003 22:31
Hey Guys! Wow.. Finally a moment to myself. Lol.
I feel like I haven't updated in a long time, which I haven't! I've been busy. To start things off, I finally got my journal looking half-way decent. Lol.. thanks to Susan. I love that girl! =)
Now. Today was a good day! Last night, I was laying in bed and realized a lot of things. No, I'm not an emotionally strong person.. but that's okay. And I'm not worrying about it! For a long time now I've been stuck in the past and I finally see that I've been stupid. Things change, people change. It's just a part of life! I'm over Jay, for good, finally. He knows, I know, everbody knows. That's a relief, considering I've been crazy over him for about 8 to 9 months now. Yeah. It's all good though. I talked to him tonight, and finally realized that we can be just friends. I'm was soo extremely super-duper proud of myself! =) And still am! For all that time, I didn't want to be friends, and I didn't give it a try. I can't control anyone else's feelings but mine, and I know that now. I was a new person today, and I love it. I don't have to have a boyfriend to make me happy, and neither do you Keisha, or Holly! I promise you. Although having one is nice.. real nice, okay it's just downright wonderful, we don't need them to live our lives like regular teenage girls. We need to talk about that sometime.. and Liz would be of great help. =)
Shew, man it feels good to get all that out in the open. I'm in a great mood.. and ready to take on anything.
School- everything seems to be going well! My grades are all A's & high B's, so I'm happy & proud of myself. This next sixweeks I'm going to do better! My mind is set. Spirit week is next week, and I'm starting to stress! Liz & I have to get things together for our Hallway, and although it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, it is! Dressing up everyday, the dance, the game. Shewy! I'm really excited about it all though! =) But, if anyone has any ideas about anything that you think would help, please let me know!
Tomorrow- I'm going to Youth with Whitley & Brittany! I haven't seen those girls in forever it seems like, and I'm so excited! :) Thursday- Our game was postponed until then, so yeah. All the way to Lee!
Friday- School, then the Burton game! I'm sure our guys will do great, they always do!. =)
Saturday- I'm going shopping! WOO! Then, probably to the Corn Maze. Shew, hopefully I'll have a better time this weekend than in the past. =/.
So, yeah. I'm gonna be busy! Geez. Anyways, I'm gonna end this and head on to bed because it's after 11. LEAVE COMMENTS! :)
.. katrIce ..