May 28, 2005 11:28
I'm in a serious "I hate myself" mood today.
I feel so fat and gross and this heat is doing nothing to make me feel better... I'm hot and sweaty when I'm wearing stuff that looks half decent on me and when I put something lighter on it just shows off my blubber.
I'm dehydrated but trying to drink enough water.
I really need to start hitting the gym again but this heat makes me feel lethargic and being hot and sweaty and fat is so much worse when you are trying to do stuff in the hot day.
Even house work feels like I'm doing ten times as much as I am when I'm feeling so heavy and overheated...maybe I could use the vacuum cleaner to suck out all my fat.
depression,
fat