I'd like to just run away from it all...
Today I didnt want to go to work.
I had a funny sleep, its been like that the past couple of nights.
This morning I found out that Jurgen from the deli next door, passed away yesterday.
Him and his wife have been so wonderful, he was so kind and always full of hugs... It was so sudden, they were on vacation when he died.
Things like that shouldnt happen, I think we should all get at least a few months warning before we die, life shouldnt just end.
We really ought to get a count down, like the countdown to midnight on new years eve.
This is not a good way for the year to start.
So now I feel all depressed again.
Watch me curl up and crawl into my litle hole.
I dont want to have to think about these things like death.
I think I'm going to add some different highlights to my hair, I need things like that when I feel crappy, change sometimes helps I think..though at the same time I hate for some things to change...arg I dont know how I feel at all, I feel kicked in the stomach
I went to the gym last night, it felt so good. I like how excercise clears your mind and keeps you from feeling crappy, in a way you can run away from your thoughts without having to go anywhere.
My favorite kid came in to get his hair done today...he's such a funny little boy and I love chatting away with him while I do his hair, he's only 12 and he's afraid of ET but he's got a great mind on him, I can see him making films when he's older or something.
I did my co-workers hair today too, she looked SOO good! I'm totally happy with how it turned out.
I had a funny sleep, its been like that the past couple of nights.
This morning I found out that Jurgen from the deli next door, passed away yesterday.
Him and his wife have been so wonderful, he was so kind and always full of hugs... It was so sudden, they were on vacation when he died.
Things like that shouldnt happen, I think we should all get at least a few months warning before we die, life shouldnt just end.
We really ought to get a count down, like the countdown to midnight on new years eve.
This is not a good way for the year to start.
So now I feel all depressed again.
Watch me curl up and crawl into my litle hole.
I dont want to have to think about these things like death.
I think I'm going to add some different highlights to my hair, I need things like that when I feel crappy, change sometimes helps I think..though at the same time I hate for some things to change...arg I dont know how I feel at all, I feel kicked in the stomach
I went to the gym last night, it felt so good. I like how excercise clears your mind and keeps you from feeling crappy, in a way you can run away from your thoughts without having to go anywhere.
My favorite kid came in to get his hair done today...he's such a funny little boy and I love chatting away with him while I do his hair, he's only 12 and he's afraid of ET but he's got a great mind on him, I can see him making films when he's older or something.
I did my co-workers hair today too, she looked SOO good! I'm totally happy with how it turned out.