Dec 31, 2004 09:02
So I have to go to work today...which feels odd.
I spent all of yesterday evening and night at my house...which also feels odd as I've been out so much lately.
But then again I wouldnt have been very good company last night anyway..I feel better today then I did last night but I still feel gloomy, just like with everything else I managed to jump right in head first into a big pool of depression...I think right now I'm doing back strokes.
I think I should get dressed soon but there is a total lack of motivation. with any luck I'll get so boozed up tonight that it puts me into a better mood.
ok...getting dressed it a really good idea now cause I dont want to be late for work.
and yet here I am still typing about it instead of actually doing it.
Goodbye 2004, I hope everyone has a great 2005.
depression