forgotten and erased...

Sep 10, 2008 00:44

so one of my pals is planning on joining the TCRG as a ref!
its super great, I'm bummed that I'm not able to be around and roller derbying but such is life.
right now I'm working 2 jobs, I'm going to be doing some studying of nutrition.
my grandma's health is failing and even though she should soon be let out of the hospital, she will have to have someone around 24-7 so things will be very difficult the months ahead.
I'm trying to get my health in order and such.
so at the moment I cant fit roller derby into my life....
but I had always planned on trying out again and getting back into derby..........

so i send my friend the "master roster" of all the registered derby players and coaches and ref's names. (to help him with his picking of a name)
and i discover that I have been erased!
not only have i been erased but someone else in another league now has my name.
I cant believe how hurt i felt when i saw that.

maybe its silly...but i sat down and cried when i discovered that if i do return to derby...Bad Kitty is no more.

sad, roller derby

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