Life and stuff
I thought i had lost 10 lbs but I've managed to lose 9.2...maybe its down to 10 today but yesterday I calculated it and its 9.2 lbs in a week and a half.
Last night was an amazingly wonderful roller derby practice!!!!!!!
I bouted!! It was my first time getting to be in a bout in a long time! I was so nervous but I managed to keep up a lot of times and once I even managed to keep the jammer from passing me on the inside and I knocked her down!...possibly illegally (I think I might have elbowed her) but it was still great.
At the last jam of practice I had to be the JAMMER!!!! I was so scared...I'm not that fast.
but I did my best, I even passed a few girls, but I got so winded I thought I was gonna die, I just couldnt breathe!!!!!!!!
but I just kept trying and kept trying, I never did manage to get through the pack but it was still such a good feeling.
After practice I was supposed to go out but got a message and it was canceled.... I cried.
I know I'm pathetic, I was just looking forward to it sooo much and it was hard to deal with getting ditched again.
I dropped me into a fairly big depression (it didnt help I'm PMSing)
so my girl vixxen took care of this kitty.
we went to her house and she let me have a long hot shower while she cooked me some green beans and red peppers for dinner (mmmm it was delicious)
then she loaned me a clean dry hoodie and we crawled into her big comfy bed with lots of pillows and blankets and her two kittens and watched a movie ... Art School Confessional...it was a pretty interesting movie.
i love her and her kitties!!! they made me feel all better
I drove home and slept.
I'm sleepy today.
Last night was an amazingly wonderful roller derby practice!!!!!!!
I bouted!! It was my first time getting to be in a bout in a long time! I was so nervous but I managed to keep up a lot of times and once I even managed to keep the jammer from passing me on the inside and I knocked her down!...possibly illegally (I think I might have elbowed her) but it was still great.
At the last jam of practice I had to be the JAMMER!!!! I was so scared...I'm not that fast.
but I did my best, I even passed a few girls, but I got so winded I thought I was gonna die, I just couldnt breathe!!!!!!!!
but I just kept trying and kept trying, I never did manage to get through the pack but it was still such a good feeling.
After practice I was supposed to go out but got a message and it was canceled.... I cried.
I know I'm pathetic, I was just looking forward to it sooo much and it was hard to deal with getting ditched again.
I dropped me into a fairly big depression (it didnt help I'm PMSing)
so my girl vixxen took care of this kitty.
we went to her house and she let me have a long hot shower while she cooked me some green beans and red peppers for dinner (mmmm it was delicious)
then she loaned me a clean dry hoodie and we crawled into her big comfy bed with lots of pillows and blankets and her two kittens and watched a movie ... Art School Confessional...it was a pretty interesting movie.
i love her and her kitties!!! they made me feel all better
I drove home and slept.
I'm sleepy today.