romantic contemplation *warning this contains a rant*

[katz_purr]

I've been thinking about love and romance and all that sillyness... and I've decided that... I WANT IT!

I want someone who will call me up just to hear my voice, someone who will hold me in his arms and whisper secrets in my ear while we are in bed.  I want someone to stop by my house to surprise me with a livingroom picnic.
I want someone who will throw me down on the bed and fuck me hard *mmm* and then spend the afternoon lying naked in the sun.

a Quote from Liz Phairs song Fuck and Run really says it all

"What ever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who tries to win you over, and
What ever happened to a boyfriend
The kind of guy who makes love cause he's in it, and
I want a boyfriend
I want a boyfriend
I want all that stupid old shit
Like letters and sodas
Letters and sodas"

I kow its silly but I want all that gushy romantic crazy love stuff.
eventually I want the whole getting married and having babies stuff too.
I know I keep being told to be patient and enjoy my single life, but it can be hard at times.
I want the security, the knowlege that you have a person in your life who loves you and you can count on being there for you..
ok thats the end of my rant.
I just feel a bit depressed and lonely at the moment.