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Several times a week I go onto LiveJournal and open up this little box, in hopes to spill all the nasty little details of my life as of late. More and more, I'm finding that I have very little to say. I open it and I draw a blank. The details of recent events seem mundane and stupid. I can only say how great Dan is so many times. I can only say congrats 2005 so many times. I can only recount drunken nights and the sober mornings after to a certain point. Eventually, it just becomes boring.
With that said, I have to throw in that, at the moment, I can't sleep. Since Friday, and the all-night grad party, my sleep schedule has been completly thrown off. I've been sleeping for 12-13 hours at a time, catnapping when I should be doing other things (like watching my nephews), and getting tired much too easily. I'm sure it will set itself right again, but for now, it's really annoying.
Anywho. Since graduation, I've just felt awkward. At the moment, I don't fit in anywhere. I'm off to college next year, which will be fantastic, but graduating high school is just such an odd feeling. It's the end of a 12-year era, 12 years during which you constantly owed something to someone. Now, I owe nothing. I have a little white diploma in a little red case that I have no clue what to do with, and suddenly, there's nothing to do. There's nowhere to go. There are no clear answers and no direct path. It's just very confusing. I'm done with high school. Weird.
K
With that said, I have to throw in that, at the moment, I can't sleep. Since Friday, and the all-night grad party, my sleep schedule has been completly thrown off. I've been sleeping for 12-13 hours at a time, catnapping when I should be doing other things (like watching my nephews), and getting tired much too easily. I'm sure it will set itself right again, but for now, it's really annoying.
Anywho. Since graduation, I've just felt awkward. At the moment, I don't fit in anywhere. I'm off to college next year, which will be fantastic, but graduating high school is just such an odd feeling. It's the end of a 12-year era, 12 years during which you constantly owed something to someone. Now, I owe nothing. I have a little white diploma in a little red case that I have no clue what to do with, and suddenly, there's nothing to do. There's nowhere to go. There are no clear answers and no direct path. It's just very confusing. I'm done with high school. Weird.
K