my day, and a poem
today was the first day of school and it's driving me crazy already. i just don't know what the fuck to do. i suppose i can sort of hold myself together with the help of Tim and everyone else. i got an upsetting comment on this livejournal the other day and if that keeps happening it's either getting on higher security of dicontinued. i'm absolutely exausted and i'm not exactly sure why. probably because i got about four hours of sleep last night.
but i di get to school on time and that's what counts, right?
Andy and i made up, so i guess everything is going to be remotely ok, tim wrote me a real nice note today, which i hope he keeps doing. ::sigh:: i'm too tired to write anything more about my day... there isn't much else. here's a poem:
where are the days of our innocence now?
crystaline tears fall as many heads bow
nothing to cling to but addiction and pain
further and further we're driven insane
the next generation of players and tools
braindead on pills turned into your fools
you slap us with rulers and say that we must
is this what you want? the best for us?
we must fall
the profecy calls
so we close our eyes and kiss our lungs goodbye
we won't be deprived of this
death with a nicotine kiss