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Mar 10, 2004 14:00

Feeling antisocial, and yet wanting company at the same time. Not sure how to reconcile this. Maybe a busy restaraunt by myself? *shrugs*

Also, I want to go out and commune with the moon. But there are problems with this as well. Firstly, it's daylight and extremely sunny. So even if the moon were out now, I doubt it'd be visible. And secondly, this is a private conversation. Knowing that people were watching me would detract from the experience. I don't know if it would make it completely useless, but eh. And anywhere I go in the yard I'd be observed. In the front yard, it would be random passers-by from the highway gawking at the strange woman, and probably wondering what I'm doing laying in the grass in front of an empty building (we're in the middle of a commercial area). In the back yard there's not a place where the bank security cameras don't cover. And given that someone from the bank called when tazzy tripped on one of our steps and fell to see if he was all right, I know they'd notice. (For those curious, they called to make sure he was all right. They'd just bought the property from our previous landlord.) So I doubt I'll do that, either.

Need something to get me out of this mood, though. Anyone have any suggestions?

Incidentally, isn't my new icon nifty? Thanks ampersand :)
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