realizations
it's funny how time can change a person so dramatically. just months ago, i was living a different life than i am now. i had different friends, different interests, different expectaions of myself. today, i am an entirely different person...and i wouldn't change a thing. i wouldn't go back and mend old friendships gone sour; i wouldn't change old test scores; i wouldn't even go back to my old job. things happen for a reason and i am not one to fuck with fate. to all of you who were once dear and are now nothing more than a memory i have one thing to say: thank you for our past but please don't try to become a part of my future.