Aug 30, 2004 12:09
i havent been writing as much as i've wanted to or thought i would.
last night i went to the cotton club. straight up honky tonk country bar/dance hall. it made me sad and jelous at the same time. i wish i could figure out how i feel about things. i feel like since ive been here i have been this indecisive blob walking around. i cant do anything for myself and it sucks.
i dont have much time, but im going to post this list. its pretty much just for jeremy and todd's entertainment, but maybe other people will enjoy it as well.
okay, cancel that. i was going to post my fine list in here but i cant seem to find that piece of paper which is probably a fine in itself. i promise i will post it for ya'll when i can find it though.