..after the boys of summer are gone..
everything is coming to an end and im not ready for it. im sitting here in tears because im not ready for this all to be over. i have 4 days left in my comfortable little world. then i will be thrown out on my own. my friends wont be closer than an hour away. im not ready for that.
i miss meghan and jeremy. i wish at least one of them was home for me to talk to and cry with.
shane is pissed off at me and i know that i shouldnt let it bother me, but for some reason it does. i dont know why i let him get to me, but i do.
i have this feeling in my gut that i dont know how to explain. but its causing me great pain. i am quite ready for it to go away.
i dont know what to think or how to feel. i hate this.
i miss meghan and jeremy. i wish at least one of them was home for me to talk to and cry with.
shane is pissed off at me and i know that i shouldnt let it bother me, but for some reason it does. i dont know why i let him get to me, but i do.
i have this feeling in my gut that i dont know how to explain. but its causing me great pain. i am quite ready for it to go away.
i dont know what to think or how to feel. i hate this.