..here's to the passing of all that could be between you and me..
i haven't decided what this is going to be about yet. my last few entries have not had much substance. oh well. i still feel funny. and i can feel myself slipping. i need to get back into my routine. i need to start waking up earlier. and going to be earlier. no more going to bed at 4 and waking up after noon. i need to start working out again. and doing my quiet time. i haven't done either all week. thats really bad. i need to go shopping too. i want to go with someone, so if anyone wants to go, let me know. i need an accountability partner. why am i so afraid to ask. its weird. i need to call my roommate, but im very nervous about talking to her. i need to get my haircut. saturday maybe? we'll see. i need a hug, but i will have to wait until tonight. i need to go to puebla today and quit. and then go to training at redfish tonight. hopefully that goes well. i need to be more organized. summer always screws me up in that area. need to finish writing thank you notes. i have like, 5 more left i think. i should just get them over with. i need to eat, even though i dont want to at all. i need to not take things said so personally. im dumb like that. i need to not be as shy as i am. and i need to have more confidence in myself and in what im doing. i ned to realize that people love me. and accept that. i need to be better. i need to read more. i need to stop this.