aching.
It's been a while, oh well.
I have fallen completely in love. Never did I realize I could feel this much for someone again. They say true love only happens once, which is why there is no way I'm letting this go. I never thought one person could hurt me so badly. I'm doing better now, but cheating is not the answer. I have never done it and never plan on it, ever. I'm scared to give him a second chance but I do agree that everyone makes mistakes, including myself. If it had been me that made the mistake I woudld definately want a second chance to prove to that person how much I love them and want to be with them. Which is why I'm doing this. I am scared, and I know I have a right to be. This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. When you talk about being together forever, we have something special. I can tell, and there is no doubt in my mind how much he loves me. It's been two days and I feel so much better. I confide in him, my everything. He knows so much about me, all my flaws, and i'm completely comfortable with that. I have never been more comfortable with one person in my whole entire life. I wish someone would come in and tell me what to do. I need a guide, someone, something tell me what to do. My heart is telling me one thing, and my mind is telling me something completely different. I love him, that's the end. He is my happiness, my best friend, the one I love. Nothing can change that.
I have fallen completely in love. Never did I realize I could feel this much for someone again. They say true love only happens once, which is why there is no way I'm letting this go. I never thought one person could hurt me so badly. I'm doing better now, but cheating is not the answer. I have never done it and never plan on it, ever. I'm scared to give him a second chance but I do agree that everyone makes mistakes, including myself. If it had been me that made the mistake I woudld definately want a second chance to prove to that person how much I love them and want to be with them. Which is why I'm doing this. I am scared, and I know I have a right to be. This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. When you talk about being together forever, we have something special. I can tell, and there is no doubt in my mind how much he loves me. It's been two days and I feel so much better. I confide in him, my everything. He knows so much about me, all my flaws, and i'm completely comfortable with that. I have never been more comfortable with one person in my whole entire life. I wish someone would come in and tell me what to do. I need a guide, someone, something tell me what to do. My heart is telling me one thing, and my mind is telling me something completely different. I love him, that's the end. He is my happiness, my best friend, the one I love. Nothing can change that.