So, Girls, I'm Curious ...
I want to see pictures of some of the boys (and girls, if you swing that way too or are lesbian) you've dated and/or had sex with and also, the ones who were near misses, you know, like you always talked about dating or having sex, but it didn't happen! But, be honest with your near misses; don't post them, if you really wanted that person, but there was never any blatant discussions about dating/hooking up. I was sitting around bored and thought of those picture meme things.
Josh - Did and came thisclose to dating; spent a 3 day mini vacation at his place (which was out of town), last year:
Crissy AKA the boy toy - Did
Dave - Ex (the last "real" one I was with for any significant amount time); notably, he's the most normal and boring person I've dated
Robert AKA Sadistic - Left boring Dave for him at a club, while quite intoxicated and while in a fucked place, mentally and emotionally; we spent 3 days roaming the streets of Hollywood, fooled around, but surprisingly and disappointingly, never went all the way; came close to dating or so he made promises and the fucker repeatedly broke my heart
Ed - Messed around with him at a party while dating boring Dave, while only slightly buzzed and still within my consious mind. There are no decent excuses, I knew what I was doing and it was what felt right anyway. I don't know what was up with me in that period of time. Never before, nor after that relationship have I cheated on anyone. :(
Steve - Close friend of mine, who I did for all of a minute, before he decided he couldn't go through with it. LOL We were very intoxicated and he had just gotten out of a rocky, long term relationship with his baby's momma and had made a personal vow to himself to stay celibate until he sorted all his emotions out and he broke it that night with me.
James - Another younger one I was dating a couple of years ago, until he dumped me for his ex/first girlfriend, who he's still with. We recently started talking on myspace again and he's being really friendly and flattering ... stupid boy for making me feel so good about myself! He was a virgen, back then and we talked about having sex and I wish we had, it would have been special, but that's selfish of me to say, because obviously I wasn't meant to be his first.
Richard AKA Fish (as he's better known in our group of friends) - Good friend I hooked up with, last year.
Puppy, on the far right - He's Fish's best friend, BUT I knew Puppy years before I met Fish and didn't know they were friends until the night I hooked up with Fish. So, it's not like I'm a friend hopper. L O L Way back when (8 years ago), Puppy and I met through an ex of mine and he was with someone too (infact, they're still together, to this day, though from what I understand, they have no sex life and every other part of the relationship is lacking sparks too). I wanted him so bad, from the first day I met him. I had just moved to California and had no friends and was upset about leaving home (Texas) and it turns out he's from Dallas too. Within the first minute of meeting me, he threw his arms around me and yelled "can we keep her?" It was too adorable and made me feel comfotable and a little more at home. We're both Garth Brooks fans (which totally goes against our tastes, otherwise) and we found out there was a concert playing in Dallas. We got retardedly excited and starting making plan on the spot to run away back home and see the show. Of course, this made my boyfriend angry. Whatever, we offered to take him, because it wasn't "like that." 8 years pass by, we had lost contact, until last year, when we met again, through Fish. We finally made it to a Garth concert, here in LA, but his girl was with us, so it wasn't as special. We went to another concert alone and ended up kissing each other goodnight. I hate knowing he has a girlfriend, but knowing that she's the kind of bitch that holds out on him (sexually) make me not feel too guilty, because that's a rotten thing to do and he's a big boy, he know what he's doing. If they're not happy with each other anymore they shouldn't be together. He wants to be friends with benefits. It hasn't gone there, yet, but I'm not oppossed.
Chris or Mr. Coffin, as I like to refer to him - Friend I went on a couple of "friendly" dates with, nothing offical. On our second date, we went to a show and I got really drunk. I remember us making out at the end of the night, but everything is one big blur. I said some stupid drunken things, when I got out of his car. We fell out of contact for a few months and I was mad at him, but now, we're better friends than ever. :)
Taury - Good friend and near miss. We met through (again) boring Dave. He lived in Wyoming at the time, so all our contact was online and phone calls. He was the singer for an industrial/powernoize group on the rise, HexRX and was going to be coming to California to work on the music with his band mate. He had a girlfriend and I was with Dave. We talked about getting a room and hooking up at Bat's Day (goth take over at Disneyland) which was right around the time he was supposed to come out. That didn't happen, but we kept talking. Dave and I broke up and things fell apart with his girl and we talked about possibly getting together and doing things "right" when he moved out here, but that didn't work out either. Some weirdness developed between us and we're not as close as we used to be, but we are still friends.
Robert - Good friend/someone I have off and on feelings for. We met at a club and I wasn't sure I could even stand him at first. LOL But, something drew me to him and I knew I had to get to know him better and the more I learned, the stronger my feelings were. There are a lot of things I really adore about him, but there are quite a few things I can live without too. We've kissed a few times and though it felt good, I still had that nagging feeling each time that I shouldn't get to close to him. I think because the distance between where we live and his living arrangements are always unstable. I can't deal with that instability. But, he'll always have a special place in my heart. <3
Jay - Ex (most recect; short lived relationship) and still good friends.
Merrie - Good friend, ever present crush of mine and first girl I hooked up with. I adore her so much! And that is Steve (who I posted about, earlier in this entry) with her.
Lorrie - Ex coworker, still good friend and second girl I hooked up with.
Katie - Sweet girl, but a little ... mentally unstable. I wanted to give dating her a try, but she's too emotional and demanding. Pity though, she's beautiful and we have so much in common.
Josh - Did and came thisclose to dating; spent a 3 day mini vacation at his place (which was out of town), last year:
Crissy AKA the boy toy - Did
Dave - Ex (the last "real" one I was with for any significant amount time); notably, he's the most normal and boring person I've dated
Robert AKA Sadistic - Left boring Dave for him at a club, while quite intoxicated and while in a fucked place, mentally and emotionally; we spent 3 days roaming the streets of Hollywood, fooled around, but surprisingly and disappointingly, never went all the way; came close to dating or so he made promises and the fucker repeatedly broke my heart
Ed - Messed around with him at a party while dating boring Dave, while only slightly buzzed and still within my consious mind. There are no decent excuses, I knew what I was doing and it was what felt right anyway. I don't know what was up with me in that period of time. Never before, nor after that relationship have I cheated on anyone. :(
Steve - Close friend of mine, who I did for all of a minute, before he decided he couldn't go through with it. LOL We were very intoxicated and he had just gotten out of a rocky, long term relationship with his baby's momma and had made a personal vow to himself to stay celibate until he sorted all his emotions out and he broke it that night with me.
James - Another younger one I was dating a couple of years ago, until he dumped me for his ex/first girlfriend, who he's still with. We recently started talking on myspace again and he's being really friendly and flattering ... stupid boy for making me feel so good about myself! He was a virgen, back then and we talked about having sex and I wish we had, it would have been special, but that's selfish of me to say, because obviously I wasn't meant to be his first.
Richard AKA Fish (as he's better known in our group of friends) - Good friend I hooked up with, last year.
Puppy, on the far right - He's Fish's best friend, BUT I knew Puppy years before I met Fish and didn't know they were friends until the night I hooked up with Fish. So, it's not like I'm a friend hopper. L O L Way back when (8 years ago), Puppy and I met through an ex of mine and he was with someone too (infact, they're still together, to this day, though from what I understand, they have no sex life and every other part of the relationship is lacking sparks too). I wanted him so bad, from the first day I met him. I had just moved to California and had no friends and was upset about leaving home (Texas) and it turns out he's from Dallas too. Within the first minute of meeting me, he threw his arms around me and yelled "can we keep her?" It was too adorable and made me feel comfotable and a little more at home. We're both Garth Brooks fans (which totally goes against our tastes, otherwise) and we found out there was a concert playing in Dallas. We got retardedly excited and starting making plan on the spot to run away back home and see the show. Of course, this made my boyfriend angry. Whatever, we offered to take him, because it wasn't "like that." 8 years pass by, we had lost contact, until last year, when we met again, through Fish. We finally made it to a Garth concert, here in LA, but his girl was with us, so it wasn't as special. We went to another concert alone and ended up kissing each other goodnight. I hate knowing he has a girlfriend, but knowing that she's the kind of bitch that holds out on him (sexually) make me not feel too guilty, because that's a rotten thing to do and he's a big boy, he know what he's doing. If they're not happy with each other anymore they shouldn't be together. He wants to be friends with benefits. It hasn't gone there, yet, but I'm not oppossed.
Chris or Mr. Coffin, as I like to refer to him - Friend I went on a couple of "friendly" dates with, nothing offical. On our second date, we went to a show and I got really drunk. I remember us making out at the end of the night, but everything is one big blur. I said some stupid drunken things, when I got out of his car. We fell out of contact for a few months and I was mad at him, but now, we're better friends than ever. :)
Taury - Good friend and near miss. We met through (again) boring Dave. He lived in Wyoming at the time, so all our contact was online and phone calls. He was the singer for an industrial/powernoize group on the rise, HexRX and was going to be coming to California to work on the music with his band mate. He had a girlfriend and I was with Dave. We talked about getting a room and hooking up at Bat's Day (goth take over at Disneyland) which was right around the time he was supposed to come out. That didn't happen, but we kept talking. Dave and I broke up and things fell apart with his girl and we talked about possibly getting together and doing things "right" when he moved out here, but that didn't work out either. Some weirdness developed between us and we're not as close as we used to be, but we are still friends.
Robert - Good friend/someone I have off and on feelings for. We met at a club and I wasn't sure I could even stand him at first. LOL But, something drew me to him and I knew I had to get to know him better and the more I learned, the stronger my feelings were. There are a lot of things I really adore about him, but there are quite a few things I can live without too. We've kissed a few times and though it felt good, I still had that nagging feeling each time that I shouldn't get to close to him. I think because the distance between where we live and his living arrangements are always unstable. I can't deal with that instability. But, he'll always have a special place in my heart. <3
Jay - Ex (most recect; short lived relationship) and still good friends.
Merrie - Good friend, ever present crush of mine and first girl I hooked up with. I adore her so much! And that is Steve (who I posted about, earlier in this entry) with her.
Lorrie - Ex coworker, still good friend and second girl I hooked up with.
Katie - Sweet girl, but a little ... mentally unstable. I wanted to give dating her a try, but she's too emotional and demanding. Pity though, she's beautiful and we have so much in common.