feeling
I feel like I've felt almost every emotion there is to feel today. I'm not tired either, just...thoughtful. It's Thanksgiving break. Finally. My school just got out yesterday. I found some seriously great music today. I love when I find a song that I can listen to a thousand times and never get tired of it. I guess I'm feeling...deep. Is that possible? Can you feel deep? I'm not really sad. I'm not angry or hateful at all. I'm not really elated either. I'm not indifferent or blank. I'm...deep. Does that make any sense? I just feel like I'm feeling several emotions at once. Sadness, nostalgia, happiness, excitement, inspiration, hurt. It's a lot, but I can handle it. Hah. If one of my friends, Bradie, read this she'd laugh and call me 'emo'. She's always making fun of me about that.
It's not like I am. I suppose I don't really have a label. I'm not preppy, scene, emo, goth. Nothing really. In fact, Megan and I came up with a label for me-laid back Lynn (yes, I realize how absolutely stupid that sounds. You can laugh all you want.). You see, Lynn is my middle name. Sometimes my friends and family call me Katy Lynn or Lynn. Melissa called me Lynn today and it made me smile. It's been so long since anyone has called me that. Here comes the nostalgia.
I finished a few books recently. Two of them were The Host and Crank. Yes, I'm ignorant enough not to know that Crank was about drugs. I didn't really think about it when I bought the book. It was good. The Host was amazing. I was crying in the end. I need to finish Pride and Prejudice. I should also get some writing done during this break. Oh, and I need to hang out with some of my friends that I haven't seen in a while. God, I miss them.
It's not like I am. I suppose I don't really have a label. I'm not preppy, scene, emo, goth. Nothing really. In fact, Megan and I came up with a label for me-laid back Lynn (yes, I realize how absolutely stupid that sounds. You can laugh all you want.). You see, Lynn is my middle name. Sometimes my friends and family call me Katy Lynn or Lynn. Melissa called me Lynn today and it made me smile. It's been so long since anyone has called me that. Here comes the nostalgia.
I finished a few books recently. Two of them were The Host and Crank. Yes, I'm ignorant enough not to know that Crank was about drugs. I didn't really think about it when I bought the book. It was good. The Host was amazing. I was crying in the end. I need to finish Pride and Prejudice. I should also get some writing done during this break. Oh, and I need to hang out with some of my friends that I haven't seen in a while. God, I miss them.