I need a Valentine

[katydid8816]

Hmmm....well my life is mixed up, crazzzy, and weird... ONe good thing tho is that I got the job at publix ..I get paid $6/hour...really cool...but the bad things far outnumber the only good thing I have in my life right now....First of all my Dad has been such an asshole....he Is so fucking nfair to me and we got in a huge fight and he treatened to kick me out ...unfrotunatly I said good that I would love to leave and as my punishment he made me stay... Also I have absolutly no1 for valentines day...It really makes me soooo incredably sad...I want this one guy so bad...but I cant have him ... and then there is James...he is so confusing and I dont know what I wantout of that relationship...He plays me like a baby grand piano...and I just hang around for the encore.... we really need to make a clear decisve line that defines our relationship as either only friends or as an exclusive couple because there are too many feelings involved to do the whole friends with benefits thing... I cant handle loving him if he cant love me... And on top of all this shit is ...hmmm. some more shit!! My best Friend in the entire world doesnt talk to me ne more...I miss my Gabe...we used to talk every night all night long and I completly understand that we cant do that ne more... but I havent talked to him in 2 months now....I really miss him...and all of this stress wouldnt be so bad if i had him to talk to.... But Iunderstand that he has other probably better things to do than to talk to me...especially now that I have like a zillion problems ...who wants to hear about that??? ONe more thing and that will end my self pitty party....I am failing literally trig and chemistry!!! and I have no idea how to get my grades up??? I really need some help!!!! Well I'' leave off here for now...i'll bbl....I love you!!!

Alberto you are the best...thanx for being there to listen to my problems even when you dont have to!!!

Lynn...I love you hun....your my angel!!!

James...???

Jess...I love you girl!!!JJ is my favorite Dickhead in the world!!!

*Ash**