I love you grandpa.

[katydgirl]

Weekend turned out a little different than i thought it was going to be
woke up saturday morning with a phone call from my mom
my grandpa had a heart attack
she then called back 20 min later
to say that as of that moment his blood pressure was not stable
there was little to no brain function
and a NRS on his bed
well after that news
crying insued for most of the day until my dad picked me up at 5
went home
kinda in a daze for the most part
my mom flew down to arizona saturday morning
so it was just all my siblings and my dad

sunday, after church, we got a phone call from my mom
they were going to take him off life support
due to lack of brain function
and of course
MORE crying insued

came back to school later that day
to all my friends saying their condolences
which took all my energy not to keep crying

sarah, cortney, and matt took me out to dinner last night
which was nice
it at least kept my mind off things
and now it is the return to the monatony of classes
its going to be hard to keep a straight face

Jamie i wish you were here to confort me
I love you baby
I love you grandpa

what makes this so much harder is that
he is the only grandpa i ever knew